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i am going so crazy. eric doesnt act like i am sexy.
i come out in pants and a bra, and i have yummys like a supermodel, only real, and he barely does anything. what do i have to do? i am not ready for a lame relationship i want some excitement i want to feel like i'm super sexy and he cant get enough. but even if i had a drill and a couple of corks i couldn't get that stuck in his head.
maybe i am just too fat... but i dont think i'm really fat. and i lost weight. except in the hotness. im an extremly full C cup, maybe if i work out my stomach more but i dont know. it will probably still be the same. usually i dont talk about this stuff but i am getting a little stressed. i'm 19. i should feel 19. not 50.
even when im 50 i dont plan on feeling that way. i mean if i live that long, its saying a lot to say WHEN im 50. i might not even meet 20. who knows. anyways... i need a haircut. i have crazy split ends. maybe ill do layers so i can feel pretty. who the fuck knows i dont know i have no money.
i dont want this job but it looks like i'm gettig it, but theres and accident on my driving record so maybe not. but this kid is 6'2 and hits. i'm 5'2 and bruise easily. oh well. lori is moving out next week maybe. so thats cool, it will be easier to keep this shithole clean
OH SOMETHING INTERESTING FOR ONCE
i hope to god we have to evacuate. two jet planes collided mid-air 2 days ago and the mountain is still burning. one town on the other side might have to evacuate, maybe we will too. but i'm also worried it will reach buildings on the base susceptable to exploding before they tell us to get away. they arent even saying people should evacuate from that other town even though people can see the flames from thier houses. they are "assesing" the situation. it was a cloudy day todya, but it might have just been smoke. if the wind blows the right way we'll have to evacuate. mmm. leaving ridgecrest. i took some pictures of the smoke but it was so bright they didnt come out well, it was just a digital camera as usual. bastards.
i come out in pants and a bra, and i have yummys like a supermodel, only real, and he barely does anything. what do i have to do? i am not ready for a lame relationship i want some excitement i want to feel like i'm super sexy and he cant get enough. but even if i had a drill and a couple of corks i couldn't get that stuck in his head.
maybe i am just too fat... but i dont think i'm really fat. and i lost weight. except in the hotness. im an extremly full C cup, maybe if i work out my stomach more but i dont know. it will probably still be the same. usually i dont talk about this stuff but i am getting a little stressed. i'm 19. i should feel 19. not 50.
even when im 50 i dont plan on feeling that way. i mean if i live that long, its saying a lot to say WHEN im 50. i might not even meet 20. who knows. anyways... i need a haircut. i have crazy split ends. maybe ill do layers so i can feel pretty. who the fuck knows i dont know i have no money.
i dont want this job but it looks like i'm gettig it, but theres and accident on my driving record so maybe not. but this kid is 6'2 and hits. i'm 5'2 and bruise easily. oh well. lori is moving out next week maybe. so thats cool, it will be easier to keep this shithole clean
OH SOMETHING INTERESTING FOR ONCE
i hope to god we have to evacuate. two jet planes collided mid-air 2 days ago and the mountain is still burning. one town on the other side might have to evacuate, maybe we will too. but i'm also worried it will reach buildings on the base susceptable to exploding before they tell us to get away. they arent even saying people should evacuate from that other town even though people can see the flames from thier houses. they are "assesing" the situation. it was a cloudy day todya, but it might have just been smoke. if the wind blows the right way we'll have to evacuate. mmm. leaving ridgecrest. i took some pictures of the smoke but it was so bright they didnt come out well, it was just a digital camera as usual. bastards.