Sep 19, 2005 08:10
today i am in the slough of despond. why is it that the people we love are the ones that hurt us the most. is it because they know how to hurt us or because they know that we love them so much that we will always forgive them and take them back. this past week it has been extremely hard for me to be emotionally or physically stable and i am sorry for anyone that i have hurt or scared in any way. i did not mean any of it and you people (my friends) mean more to me than anything in the whole world. thank you kristen and heather for being there for me, you will never know how greatly i appreciate it. andrew i am truly sorry for being so mean and hurtful to you. i am going through a rough patch and i dont know what comes over me sometimes. i sincerely hope that once we are both through healing that we can get back to normal and continue to build on our friendship. i will try my hardest to be strong for you, i cant promise that it will happen but i will try. good luck and good day everybody.
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