An entry to myself.
My mom says I never really seemed happy in my life.
I know its true.
I've tried so hard to be happy all of these years.
I've lost all hope now.
What is left to hope for.
Nothing.
The thing that hurts the most is that my own mother stated this fact
after saying that all she wanted was for me to be happy. She wanted me to go far in life and she didn't think that she was a source of my low self-esteem.
"You never really seemed happy," she said.
It hurts because it is true.
It IS true.
I know its true.
I've tried so hard to be happy all of these years.
I've lost all hope now.
What is left to hope for.
Nothing.
The thing that hurts the most is that my own mother stated this fact
after saying that all she wanted was for me to be happy. She wanted me to go far in life and she didn't think that she was a source of my low self-esteem.
"You never really seemed happy," she said.
It hurts because it is true.
It IS true.