Oct 14, 2005 12:45
Wow, for once I actually am feeling good...not depressed or down or anything...It's cuz I'm not thinking about all the poopy stuff in my life. Hmm, my room mate is fucking AWESOME!! We were talking this morning, and she was like hmm, we hsould go on a burn ride osmetime...I was like SWEET!!! So yeah, we get along pretty damn well, whichi s nice...Maybe I will spend some more time up here...I just wish I had one of m old friends up here...but I don't. Gram told me today that I hang out with a bunch of losers, and I need to find better friends. Isn't that a nice thing to say? I think it's bullshit. I like my friends...maybe they aren't on the same track as I am, but so fucking what...that shouldn't matter...they are still my friends. She also bitched at me cuz I'm never on campus, and I'm always out in Corinth visiting and stuff. I hate being up here cuz I don't have many friends. I could make some, but the whole lack of confidence thing ruins it. Ugh, that's poop.
This weekend shouldn't be too bad. Going to dad's today around 3 or 4...of course I'm picking Justin up from school. Then I'm headed back to Corinth around 7or 8 with Monica...as long as she can stay...if not I'll be kinda mad, but it's all good...I guess I'll have to try to find someone else to hang out with...even though I know I won't...Tomorrow Gram and Bub are taking off for Canada...the losers are alerady going through fucking BANKRUPCY...i know you dont spell it like that, but w/e. Yeah they are going through that, and they are gonna fucking go gamble when they go up therE? Stupid...stupid...stupid...Well That means they are gone for the night so of course I'm hanging out there...haha tha'ts funny...when they are gone I spend more time out there. Whoops. Well school starts back up on Monday...again...-gags-...I hate it up here...so fucking much...I'm completely not ready for college, but life goes on..that's the problem...well I'm out...going to grab some lunch at the commons...
~Kristie~