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I thought I was over Adam...but I guess not. Now that it is summer everything reminds me of him. Especially that song Echo by Trapt. I just find myself staring out of the window thinking about him. What would he be doing in class? How well would he be doing at lacrosse practice or at the game?. Then I also find myself thinking about the little crazy things he has done like when he fell down the stairs getting off the bus..lol.
Then again if i'm not thinking about Adam I'm thinking about Chris. If only we had a little more time I think we could of been an item at school. Oh...How I miss Chris. Adriana and Mirelsa went to Albertsons and saw him there. I wished they would of called me and told me because I would have ran to Albertsons just to see him one more time. The last thing I can remember of Chris is seeing him after school on the last day. I had just happened to walk down that hallway and he was right there..and thank God for Luz standing in that hallway which gave me more time with him. And it doesnt help anymore when the Snow Patrol song Spitting Games comes on.
I miss you...I miss you