Mar 23, 2005 15:02
i hated seventh grade...8th grade i was extremely shy...moving into 9th where i'd blush if a guy looked at me. I think even then, the main focus of my little mind was boys. I'm boy crazy. always have been.
i still am...
isnt there a song that's like "boys boys boys" or something?
in 8th grade, for some reason, i was friends with a girl who thought it was cool to carve into your flesh the initials of the guy you "loved." I still have a tiny insignificant scar. "K C"
my grandmother says i'm boy crazy...
oh get this, i was talking to my mom last night? anyways, we were talking about me having a baby and she was like "yeah, we all want you to have a baby now." psh..i do too, but it will be a while, hopefully. haha.
weird, now that I dont need it, they want me to have it. crazy women in my family. course, i fit into that category as well.
[forgive and forget? cant seem to do either. haha. i guess i'm like my family that way too...they all hold grudges. ]
My grandmother has to have surgery. They arent sure yet if it's angioplasty or if she'll have to have a bypass. I hope it's not bypass...and I hope whatever one she has to have that she makes it out ok. I'm really close with her...i dont want to lose her. She says i'm her but younger.