so much love.
i think some how im going to have to change you completely. its for the better.
i think you were even happier before. things were just better then.
and well maybee you dont...but i do...i get attached to people..to quickly..and soemtimes a lot...how is miss unstable..miss emotionally unstable gonna deal with this.
not very well im guessing.. just say youll come back...grrrrr dont because that would be stupid...i just want to hear it ... i just want to hear a lot of things that probably arnt true
im sorrie i rite so much...no actually im not...i should rite as much as i want...
i just am feeling so many things right now...
it could be soo good...it could be all i was looking for...i think it already is all you were looking for...now you can say goodbye. never look back. no worries.
its weird because i actually think that part of me beelives your the one taking it away from me....but i guess i know thats not true too..it just gives me someone to blame
why cant things just be how they were..
why cant things just be how they should be..
i have nothing to look forward too...well rome. but other than that..nothing really..
how can something your looking forward to so much..something so happy for you..
be soemthing i hate.
fuck. fuck. fuck. this is so many things put together..
and there no way i can fix any of it..at lease i dont think..
how do i put in to words what i want to say?..right now it seems impossible...
i hate this. i hate you. i hate this night. i hate how i feel. i hate that im gonna miss you so much. i hate that i love you. i hate fucking crying. i hate being lonely..i hate it when people go away and leave me. i hate that you dotn care. i hate that you hate me. i hate that you dotn feel like i do. i hate when things change for the worse. i hate that things will never be the same. i hate that i rite so much and cant get my point across. i hate this. i hate so many people. i hate when people dotn like me. i hate that i cant make you love me.
*i hate that no matter what i always end up left behind and lonely.*
i hate that youll probably never give me a REAL chance. i hate that none of this will change anyones mind. i hate that so few people really ever know me. i hate that so many of you judje me. i hate that people assume to much. i hate likeing you. i hate loveing you even more. i hate your face. i hate your smell. i hate that i know how you kiss. how you love. how you hug. how you fuck. i hate that i know you. i hate that ill probably never get enough. i hate that no one will prbably read this. i hate that the peope who do will probably being saying shit to them selves like..shes so emo...shut up..and things like that.
i hate that peopel dotn understand.. that i know that there are people out there with probelms way worse than mine . i hate my heart and i hate how i love. i hate how i always forgive and forget. i hate that youll probably never coem back. i hate that if you do , by then youll probably love someone eles. i hate that i even think of things like that. i hate that i think to much. i hate that im so emotional. i hate your heart. i hate your huge ego. i hate that your so immature. i hate that you still think you broke my heart. i hate that you think your so much better than me. i hate fashionXcore. i hate love. i hate pain. i hate that i cant be good at everythign i want . i hate that i forgot to call the library. i hate that my wrists hurt. i hate that when i kiss you i feel all tingly inside and i dotn fell like that ever. i hate that i want you to be mine. i hate that you dont want me to be yours. i hate that my room is soo dirty. i hate that soemtimes i feel like i have no one. i hate being single. i hate that your so beautiful. i hate that i KNOW i could make you happy.
i hate that ill never have the chance. i hate that i cant be with you more. i hate that you dont want to be with me more. i hate that people tihnk im a slut. i hate that your my weakness. i hate that you have no clue who i am. i hate that you still hate me. i hate that you can ruin my with any thing you say. i hate this teeth whitner stuff i have on right now. i hate that i know no one will read this far. i really hate that.
i hate that i could do this forever. i hate that i have ot go to school even longer now .
i hate that i have to get up tomorrrow. i hate that my hiar is fadeign and looks like shit all the time. i hate knowing i cant make you stay. i hate even more that i cant make you want to stay . i hate the most that i cant make coem back. i hate that ive probably spelled a lot of things wrong. and repeated myself a bunch. i hate all you kids who think your soo good looking ...and i hate even more when you talk about how cute you are it makes you seem ugly to me.
i hate this. i hate so much. i hate that i love. i hate that i love. i hate that i love.
i think you were even happier before. things were just better then.
and well maybee you dont...but i do...i get attached to people..to quickly..and soemtimes a lot...how is miss unstable..miss emotionally unstable gonna deal with this.
not very well im guessing.. just say youll come back...grrrrr dont because that would be stupid...i just want to hear it ... i just want to hear a lot of things that probably arnt true
im sorrie i rite so much...no actually im not...i should rite as much as i want...
i just am feeling so many things right now...
it could be soo good...it could be all i was looking for...i think it already is all you were looking for...now you can say goodbye. never look back. no worries.
its weird because i actually think that part of me beelives your the one taking it away from me....but i guess i know thats not true too..it just gives me someone to blame
why cant things just be how they were..
why cant things just be how they should be..
i have nothing to look forward too...well rome. but other than that..nothing really..
how can something your looking forward to so much..something so happy for you..
be soemthing i hate.
fuck. fuck. fuck. this is so many things put together..
and there no way i can fix any of it..at lease i dont think..
how do i put in to words what i want to say?..right now it seems impossible...
i hate this. i hate you. i hate this night. i hate how i feel. i hate that im gonna miss you so much. i hate that i love you. i hate fucking crying. i hate being lonely..i hate it when people go away and leave me. i hate that you dotn care. i hate that you hate me. i hate that you dotn feel like i do. i hate when things change for the worse. i hate that things will never be the same. i hate that i rite so much and cant get my point across. i hate this. i hate so many people. i hate when people dotn like me. i hate that i cant make you love me.
*i hate that no matter what i always end up left behind and lonely.*
i hate that youll probably never give me a REAL chance. i hate that none of this will change anyones mind. i hate that so few people really ever know me. i hate that so many of you judje me. i hate that people assume to much. i hate likeing you. i hate loveing you even more. i hate your face. i hate your smell. i hate that i know how you kiss. how you love. how you hug. how you fuck. i hate that i know you. i hate that ill probably never get enough. i hate that no one will prbably read this. i hate that the peope who do will probably being saying shit to them selves like..shes so emo...shut up..and things like that.
i hate that peopel dotn understand.. that i know that there are people out there with probelms way worse than mine . i hate my heart and i hate how i love. i hate how i always forgive and forget. i hate that youll probably never coem back. i hate that if you do , by then youll probably love someone eles. i hate that i even think of things like that. i hate that i think to much. i hate that im so emotional. i hate your heart. i hate your huge ego. i hate that your so immature. i hate that you still think you broke my heart. i hate that you think your so much better than me. i hate fashionXcore. i hate love. i hate pain. i hate that i cant be good at everythign i want . i hate that i forgot to call the library. i hate that my wrists hurt. i hate that when i kiss you i feel all tingly inside and i dotn fell like that ever. i hate that i want you to be mine. i hate that you dont want me to be yours. i hate that my room is soo dirty. i hate that soemtimes i feel like i have no one. i hate being single. i hate that your so beautiful. i hate that i KNOW i could make you happy.
i hate that ill never have the chance. i hate that i cant be with you more. i hate that you dont want to be with me more. i hate that people tihnk im a slut. i hate that your my weakness. i hate that you have no clue who i am. i hate that you still hate me. i hate that you can ruin my with any thing you say. i hate this teeth whitner stuff i have on right now. i hate that i know no one will read this far. i really hate that.
i hate that i could do this forever. i hate that i have ot go to school even longer now .
i hate that i have to get up tomorrrow. i hate that my hiar is fadeign and looks like shit all the time. i hate knowing i cant make you stay. i hate even more that i cant make you want to stay . i hate the most that i cant make coem back. i hate that ive probably spelled a lot of things wrong. and repeated myself a bunch. i hate all you kids who think your soo good looking ...and i hate even more when you talk about how cute you are it makes you seem ugly to me.
i hate this. i hate so much. i hate that i love. i hate that i love. i hate that i love.