I lied
I'm sorry I lied
I'm still upset, I'm still hurt. I still don't understand.
I'm sorry that you feel like you have to spend time with me.
I'm sorry that you feel like I'm smothering you and I won't let you breathe.
I'm sorry that I acted the way that I did, but I was hurt and I still am.
I'm sorry that I feel bad that you would rather sit at home by yourself than spend time with me.
I'm sorry you think that I'm too much.
I'm sorry I thought that you wanted to spend time with me, I guess I was wrong.
I'm sorry I wish things were the way they used to be. You used to call me everyday and want to spend time with me, and I'm sorry that I didn't realize that it had changed.
I'm sorry that I'm driving you crazy.
I'm sorry that I don't understand why you don't want to spend time with me. You say that I want to spend "every free minute with you" and I'm sorry that maybe that's true. I'm sorry that you don't feel that way too, and if you cared about me and loved me the way you say you do, wouldn't you want to spend a lot of time with me too? Wouldn't you be excited every time my number came up on the caller id? Wouldn't you not be able to wait until you could hear my voice again? Wouldn't your day and even your life be better for the sole reason that I'm in it? Wouldn't you smile every time you see my face?
I'm sorry that I'm feeling down and out of the loop. This is NOT only because i'm pmsing, you really did hurt my feelings.
I'm sorry I spent the last hour balling my eyes out. I don't know why I cry when I'm the only one upset. I shouldn't care this much. I honestly don't think you know everything...I don't think you realize why I am the way I am. But whatever. I'm me and that's it. I love you, but sometimes I wonder if you think before you speak to me. Sometimes I wonder if you love me as much as you say you do. I'm sorry, but this is the way I feel, and no one can tell me I'm wrong. If nothing else I've learned that from you.
Please don't get upset with this entry...if you even read it...it's only my feelings. I'm not trying to be mean or hurtful, I'm just trying to vent and get my feelings out...irrational as they may be.
I'm still upset, I'm still hurt. I still don't understand.
I'm sorry that you feel like you have to spend time with me.
I'm sorry that you feel like I'm smothering you and I won't let you breathe.
I'm sorry that I acted the way that I did, but I was hurt and I still am.
I'm sorry that I feel bad that you would rather sit at home by yourself than spend time with me.
I'm sorry you think that I'm too much.
I'm sorry I thought that you wanted to spend time with me, I guess I was wrong.
I'm sorry I wish things were the way they used to be. You used to call me everyday and want to spend time with me, and I'm sorry that I didn't realize that it had changed.
I'm sorry that I'm driving you crazy.
I'm sorry that I don't understand why you don't want to spend time with me. You say that I want to spend "every free minute with you" and I'm sorry that maybe that's true. I'm sorry that you don't feel that way too, and if you cared about me and loved me the way you say you do, wouldn't you want to spend a lot of time with me too? Wouldn't you be excited every time my number came up on the caller id? Wouldn't you not be able to wait until you could hear my voice again? Wouldn't your day and even your life be better for the sole reason that I'm in it? Wouldn't you smile every time you see my face?
I'm sorry that I'm feeling down and out of the loop. This is NOT only because i'm pmsing, you really did hurt my feelings.
I'm sorry I spent the last hour balling my eyes out. I don't know why I cry when I'm the only one upset. I shouldn't care this much. I honestly don't think you know everything...I don't think you realize why I am the way I am. But whatever. I'm me and that's it. I love you, but sometimes I wonder if you think before you speak to me. Sometimes I wonder if you love me as much as you say you do. I'm sorry, but this is the way I feel, and no one can tell me I'm wrong. If nothing else I've learned that from you.
Please don't get upset with this entry...if you even read it...it's only my feelings. I'm not trying to be mean or hurtful, I'm just trying to vent and get my feelings out...irrational as they may be.