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I've definitely been really stressed out lately. I've had so much on my mind it's overwhelming. It seems like I'm going to be the only one spending New Years by myself. Patrick is going to Alvin's with Ben and not coming back until the day after, which is cool. He needs to go see his friend. I almost feel bad even saying anything because there's nothing he can do about it, there's nothing I want him to do about it. It's just that I've spent New Year's by myself before, and I know the feeling; and it sucks. Oh well.
I still can't pick a college...go me.
I feel so overwhelmed. My mom got me this new job where I work everyday. Which would be great, but they want me to be studying all the time, working a lot, AND being social with my friends...I'm sorry but I'm only one person and there are only so many hours in the day, and I just can't do all of that at one time.
They always say "You can be whatever you want to be." But really, they mean "You can be whatever you want to be as long as it's what we want you to be." According to them I can't even dress myself much less go to college and choose a career. Oh yeah, I'm believed in! lol
Sometimes I wish I could just sink down into a hole in the ground...become invisible. I can't wait until break, but at the same time I'm dreading it. I guess we'll just have to see what happens...everything happens for a reason.
I still can't pick a college...go me.
I feel so overwhelmed. My mom got me this new job where I work everyday. Which would be great, but they want me to be studying all the time, working a lot, AND being social with my friends...I'm sorry but I'm only one person and there are only so many hours in the day, and I just can't do all of that at one time.
They always say "You can be whatever you want to be." But really, they mean "You can be whatever you want to be as long as it's what we want you to be." According to them I can't even dress myself much less go to college and choose a career. Oh yeah, I'm believed in! lol
Sometimes I wish I could just sink down into a hole in the ground...become invisible. I can't wait until break, but at the same time I'm dreading it. I guess we'll just have to see what happens...everything happens for a reason.