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I love this picture so I just thought I would share. It makes me so happy! Its been awhile since I have updated. I am a busy women, what else is knew haha. Of course life isn't perfect but when is it. I can say this, I am a lot happier than I was last time this year. I am in love with someone who knows how to make me smile and makes me happy each time I am with him. I constantly wonder how I am so lucky to have him back in my life after all the mistakes I have made in our relationship. Forgiveness is a wonderful thing, and I am so thankful that he was able to give it to me and I was able to make things better. Of course it will take some time for everything to completely heal but it is getting better. I can only say I am sorry and I never meant to hurt anyone the way I did, and I mean that. I can promise that I am never going anywhere again. I have no reason to leave. I have found where I want to be and plan on staying there forever if he lets me. Who would have imagined I would fall in love with someone I barely knew a year ago. Its weird how things work but I am glad they worked the way they did. It is amazing to wake up each morning knowing I am loved. I missed that so much and it was a feeling I thought for awhile I would never experience again. Thank you Ryan for loving me and never giving up on me. You will never know how much it means to me. No matter what stupid fight we go through or how "upset" I may say I am, I will always love you and never want to lose you. I promise.
Ok enough of the lovey, dovey stuff...I realize I just made half of you ill but hey that is part of my life so deal. :P So I have 4 more weeks of classes left and a week of finals. School has been going really well, a lot better than last semester. I am more focused than before because I really want to accomplish my goal and I will. I am going to take the MCATs in January so that means a lot of studying over Christmas break but it will be worth it. I am kind of nervous about it but as long as I am prepared I know I will do great. Say a prayer for me if you will. Can't wait for this semester to be over with though because it has kept me busy. I have a job at a grocery store down here where I have been working for a little bit longer than a month. I only work on the weekends which is nice in some ways and stinks in others but I got to make that money so it works. I am ready for break and to be able to spend 3 weeks at home with my family, Ryan, and my friends. It will be great except for the fact I will be working at Wally World the whole time and studying but I am sure I will have lots of fun inbetween. Always got to make room for that. I love Christmas, especially the presents haha It is such a pretty time. Can't wait!!
Well that is all I got really. Nothing too thrilling but what can you expect out of my life lol I had no classes today but had to take a stupid assessment test which was a waste of time and has no affect on me whatsoever but I have to take it. So dumb! But least I had no classes and got to spend the day being lazy which is my favorite thing lol I am always so motivated! ha Well I must go study some and accomplish something useful. I will try to be more faithful on here but no promises. Until next time...peace!