And it all comes crashing down...
Found out I lost the baby on April 15th....now I am getting divorced....Dont really want to get into it, but updating....probably wont be around much anymore...I need to figure out what I am going to do with my life now...need to find myself again, and start the long process of starting over....kinda hard to do when you have been with someone for almost 7 years, but i guess I fucked up and now I have to live with it. Family is being very supportive and understanding, and even though they know what I was the one in the wrong, they are still being my family and understand what I am going through.
Welp I am going to get back to my regularly scheduled fucked up life.