Casey
As I have said earlier Will (boyfriend) and I have a roommate named Casey. Casey is 28 while I am only 20, however Casey was a friend of Wills from high school and Will is 24, so that's how the totum pole goes. Anyway, living with Casey isn't nearly as bad as I was expecting it to be. From time to time she does some stuff to piss me off but what roommate doesn't? Ok I take that back the ONLY thing that she does to get on my nerves is underestimate herself. Casey is an incredible girl that is running away from a bad relationship, and while her legs have taken her pretty far away her heart can't seem to find the strength to catch up. It kills me to know that a girl I've grown to like so much has been beaten, lied to , and used by someone that she loves so much, and what makes it worse is that she can't seem to keep from going back for more. I just don't understand. I try every night of my life to talk to her about it but one night she will say she is though and that she hates him and the next night she's talking about how they had sex that day. It seems to me as though she want's to leave and she knows that she deserves better but almost as though she is scared to leave. She talks a lot of time like she is worthless and lost without him. Apparently this guy took her away from all of her friends so now she has no one, and i think a lot of that scares her back to him. I think he sounds down right creepy. I can't help sometimes but want to shake Casey and dump a cold bucket of reality on her head to see if she will wake up from this stupid dream she keeps trying to have. Oh well i am bored and just thought that i would fill you in. so there it is. And if any of you pray out there, please pray for Casey to have the strength and the courage to take control of her own life as an independent adult woman. Thank you