Dec 15, 2003 02:58
Yea, so its almost 3am, and i can not sleep, i have no idea why...
Ravens lost today...i wasn't too happy about that, but oh well, ya win some, ya lose some.
The girls upstairs are being SO loud right now...that could be part of the reaon I can't sleep.
Things keep running through my head...besides finals...problems in my apartment, problems with my roommates, problems with myself. Lord, I do dislike myself sometimes. I hate the way I look. But i can't keep to a diet because it just ends up making me pissed off. I used to go runnin everyday, but the cold weather keeps me in. I feel like i get fatter and fatter everyday. its so annoying.
i should stop complaining about things. my life is good, especially compared to some...i mean does anyone ever think about the people in the city who are homeless? who dont have food? then it makes me feel like a selfsih brat for even thinkin these things.
i'm so tired.
wow this is random.
my birthday was good...lots of fun, plenty of people came.
i was really happy...so many people wished me a happy birthday, it was nice.
going to try sleep again...good luck on finals all.