strange feeling..
i'm feeling something...something that i haven't felt in so long that i honestly cannot remember..the last time i sat back in my chair like this and thought to myself.. "i'm proud to be an american."
i am feeling loads of things right now..one i'm trying not to pay much attention to, is the sadness i feel for not being there right now to celebrate this. not being there to take part is this historical time. the disappointment in myself for not getting my ass home in time for this..the shame and regret i feel for not voting.
but for now, i'm not going to worry about those things. i'm going to enjoy this moment. where i've just finished watching obama's victory speech..with tears in my eyes..and my first thought being, "damn i'm proud."
i am feeling loads of things right now..one i'm trying not to pay much attention to, is the sadness i feel for not being there right now to celebrate this. not being there to take part is this historical time. the disappointment in myself for not getting my ass home in time for this..the shame and regret i feel for not voting.
but for now, i'm not going to worry about those things. i'm going to enjoy this moment. where i've just finished watching obama's victory speech..with tears in my eyes..and my first thought being, "damn i'm proud."