so tired
falling behing in uni. already
and i hate it
isobelle thinks she can stand
so i dont get to sit still for more than half a minute
makes studying a little difficult
hate kelly
she's so pretty. so sweet. so nice. so lovely
she's not suppose to be these things
so i cant hate her
mum got sick
went to hospital
neutropenia
got so bad her neutrophil count was 100
should be at least 2000 +
has she not been told to go to hospital when she did
even just one more day
she more than likely wouldn't be here now