Nov 20, 2002 16:18
its been a while since i updated but i've been reeeaaall busy. friday i moved after school and ash n dani slept over..o yea and kerri! lol anyways it was awesome we were hyper 4ever and then i slept over ash's saturday and we went to the mall with shanny. shanny was wearing sumthin weird or smelled good or sumthin cuz every guy we saw followed us and 1 asked if she had a boyfriend..haha 2 bad for him she does..dani tried dance revolution in fye haha and it was beginner and we were tellin her how to do it but when it started she thought u had to do it a diff. way so she TOTALLY lost but this guy was like no its up or no its left lol and i woulda died if i were her cuz this big crowd all came lol...then he did like maniac expert or sumthin and he was like gettin everything rite and it was all fast and dani was like PURPLE lol i wanted to try it but not in front of any1!! lol that guy found us later with his much older cousin and asked for our #'s but i didnt hear em and didnt kno wut he asked and none of us heard em (i found out later) so we all just stood there while he was like well..? lol he finally was like i understand and left even tho we never even sed anything and i still had no clue wut he asked!! lol dani knew wut he asked tho and he wanted our #'s...oops sry guy if ur reading this...(yea rite) lol we told shannon never to wear or spray wut she was wearing again cuz we eventually had to hide every time we saw a guy b/c this 1 group of guys was like laughing when we walked by em and then 1 of em purposely fell RRREEAAALLLLYYY hard on the floor like he fainted or sumthin and every1 started laughin but it like shook the ground so we couldnt stop laughing and looked stupid..lol omg it was so funni...haha u could hear it anywhere it was like.....BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM lol then we went home and i felt bad for shanny cuz we were all sleepin over ash's house and she wasnt but only 2 ppl could and she had already asked us b4 she knew we were goin to the mall so it was sad...but then ash grossed me out!!!!!!! she was laughin and like spit soda AAALLL over the table and the spot we were playin cards and it was so nasty...ewww lol and ash got this new awesome game!! i downloaded it 2..lol it was collapse..its awesome and i just got 1,316,729 as a score lol then sunday we had to go to this church thing and omg it was boring lol so we went, i went home, and then i was sad cuz i had to go to school the next day and i wasnt home...i've been home sick since we moved here and i just wanna go home!!!!!! like even rite now i dont feel at home. downstairs is better tho cuz at least it looks a little like our house but i avoid goin upstairs cuz it makes me in a bad mood every time i do. damn house...damn parents...damn school!! i wouldnt hate it if they drove me to go to shs every day but NO....damn bus now too i mean i am not a bus person cuz i cant deal with being talkative that early and then i hardly know any1 so the bus ride home is like a bitch and it sux...well they keep sayin it will get better..dont they see that i dont give a shit about how much better its gonna be in like a year?? i care about now!! and it sux now!! like every morning i wake up i say to myself...its prolly better being dead...why live and be miserable? its not worth it!! b4 i was happy but my parents didnt care...they still dont AND they're pressuring me into joining clubs and stuff when obviosuly i dont wanna humilate myself any MORE!! dumbass.....ugh my life is shit rite now aaaaaannnyyyways....actually thats pretty much all i feel like writing rite now so bye
-aly-