Short hair!!!
One day you will understand. I always thought I would follow you up to the gates of Hell if I had to. And that, once arriving there, I would beg the gatekeeper to take me instead of you. And if he must take you, I would ask to come with you. And if he would not let me come with you, I would wait for you on the shores of the river. I promised to watch over you and follow you always. I promised never to leave you. I never thought that death might prevent me. Not your death, but mine.
Aww...isn't that sweet?! It's off of a HP fanfiction. I thought that's the sweetest line I've ever read in a book/fanfiction/anything. I was brought to tears. Wouldn't that be sweet if someone said that to you? Er...except for the Death part. The two last sentences. Anyways, my hair is SUPER short. It's just above my shoulder and I love it! It's so easy to take care of!
I didn't go to work today because I wasn't feeling very good 'cause Grandpa and I got in another fight and of course, I cried ergo causing me to have a bad headache the next morning. I woke up around 5 this morning, took two Nyquill, watched 2010 on TV and then went to sleep till 2 in the afternoon. So, I've only been awake for about 4 hours. I feel rather emotionally drained. It kind of sucks. But I feel really rested, LOL.
In karate yesterday, we had so much more fun than Monday! I can't believe only have 3 classes left! I'm so sad... I'll miss them all a lot. I semi-started on my essay, but then as I was doing my web outline, my Grandpa and i got in the fight so I threw my notebook at him..~wince~ I feel bad and it ruined the binding of the notebook (it wasn't a spiral, it was a regular binding) So I had to buy a new notebook today. It's blue. I'd say I feel bad and I kinda do...but it's a rather distant feeling. Like it's not mine or something. I had so much rage and sadness last night in the fight, I don't have anything left today. I am emotionally depleted. Anyways, back to karate, the happier topic, I test for yellow on Monday! I'm so nervous! I can make second stripe white belt, I know that much. But yellow, I don't have all of except for the kata. I'm just not ready. I'd rather I tested on Wednesday. ~rubs sweaty hands on shorts and keeps typing~ I'm worried. I mean, I know I always worry, but I'm really worried that I'll really screw up. It scares me. I HATE failure.
Is it a bad thing if you're afraid of your employer? I swear, the guy is SCARY! I used to have fun around him, but now he's just this scary omni presence that always hovers over my shoulder! I was talking about how much I missed and appreciated my mom and dad and Mrs. Taylor started crying! I was so afraid that Mr. Taylor (Scary Guy) would come up and see that she was crying and I'd get in trouble!
That's all for now!
Aww...isn't that sweet?! It's off of a HP fanfiction. I thought that's the sweetest line I've ever read in a book/fanfiction/anything. I was brought to tears. Wouldn't that be sweet if someone said that to you? Er...except for the Death part. The two last sentences. Anyways, my hair is SUPER short. It's just above my shoulder and I love it! It's so easy to take care of!
I didn't go to work today because I wasn't feeling very good 'cause Grandpa and I got in another fight and of course, I cried ergo causing me to have a bad headache the next morning. I woke up around 5 this morning, took two Nyquill, watched 2010 on TV and then went to sleep till 2 in the afternoon. So, I've only been awake for about 4 hours. I feel rather emotionally drained. It kind of sucks. But I feel really rested, LOL.
In karate yesterday, we had so much more fun than Monday! I can't believe only have 3 classes left! I'm so sad... I'll miss them all a lot. I semi-started on my essay, but then as I was doing my web outline, my Grandpa and i got in the fight so I threw my notebook at him..~wince~ I feel bad and it ruined the binding of the notebook (it wasn't a spiral, it was a regular binding) So I had to buy a new notebook today. It's blue. I'd say I feel bad and I kinda do...but it's a rather distant feeling. Like it's not mine or something. I had so much rage and sadness last night in the fight, I don't have anything left today. I am emotionally depleted. Anyways, back to karate, the happier topic, I test for yellow on Monday! I'm so nervous! I can make second stripe white belt, I know that much. But yellow, I don't have all of except for the kata. I'm just not ready. I'd rather I tested on Wednesday. ~rubs sweaty hands on shorts and keeps typing~ I'm worried. I mean, I know I always worry, but I'm really worried that I'll really screw up. It scares me. I HATE failure.
Is it a bad thing if you're afraid of your employer? I swear, the guy is SCARY! I used to have fun around him, but now he's just this scary omni presence that always hovers over my shoulder! I was talking about how much I missed and appreciated my mom and dad and Mrs. Taylor started crying! I was so afraid that Mr. Taylor (Scary Guy) would come up and see that she was crying and I'd get in trouble!
That's all for now!