once upon a time i was a space fetus
Eudemon
Visions burn thru my eyelids
Monomaniac for you
Roaming around in yor labrinth of tricks and riddles
Wheres the decoder to your encryted mind
Fear by erudition (scratching at the walls of your mind)
Love of eschatology (but being overly denied)
Your words of euphony( my infectious sinns)
Morphine numbness for my soul (that i can never repent)
My contemplative knight upon his crashing throne
Silently screaming, torturous rage
Your actions fueled mine(how can you leave me here bleeding)
Intuitin envinced your lies (born to make you whole again)
Im your sociological experiment (born the be your healer)
Caged in nieve misery (lying here in uncertianty)
Your not lost if yor not looking for anywhere to go(noose Like words forsaken in my love for you)
Why do i need you here again (feed me your vile love till im sick)
Dying with out you ( ill live in misery jsut to feel your touch)
How do you prosper in my weakening
Here i am on my knees again
Excretion of bloody tears my souls lamenent
Tainted in sin
That i cant repent for
Your kiss my saviour
Robbed of me
Never ot return
I shall rott with the dammed
ado-Masochistic
its clear to me now that your hallow words fall on deafened ears
in all these years ive felt too much pain and cried too many tears
its clear to me now taht you just hold on to drag out this torture for your own sick twisted ego boost
let this beaten angel free from this cage
its clear to me now that your a 15 year old caught in a 21 year olds body
this love i felt so bitter to the taste
why did i spend this past year on a waste??
its clear to me now that i should hunt cupid down and ripp his gorgeaous littel face off and hang it o na tree branch out side my window
each morning ot awaken me and remind me how much i hate you
its clear to me now taht your not my soul mate for if you were you would surely feel tha same and you would not be my dungeon master to my prison of misery
its clear to me now taht you are that wrecthed laughing voice in my nightmares
you are the man in the shaddwos that hunts me
you are the mystery killer hidden in side my house when i get home
you are the one that watches me from afar
but will never love me
is that not nightmare enough...
its clear to me now i am the lifeless one
cursed ot be a zombie until my mighty Hecate sends me forth someone to awaken this deadened goddess
these visions of far long past still haunt my stone heart
its clear ot me now your scent may never leave my sheets
your voice may never leave my head
and my craving for your touch will burn thru my skin forever
its clear to me now its not me that you love im not waht you want and im not what you need
now matter how much i profess my love and no matter how much i plead
its never goingot be me that thanks the morning sun for waking next ot you
your own fear is your demise
loving you was my fatal crime
i may die loving you and i may never love again
but something is sure
its all clear to me now..............
Distracted Again
Mold me,Shape me
Rape me,Degrade me
these are all things youve done B4
i am your proverbial emotional tampon
bend me, break me,
any way you want me
I am the cyst
that grows in side you
festering
deteriorating
abcess scorpion
What am I to you
I am jsut ONE of your FEW
what do you see when you look upin me with jaded eyes
and a faded heart
as fate rips us apart
Mold me,Shape me
Rape me, Degrade me
Bend me,Break me
any way you hate me
astral projection
constant rejection
parallel universe
and soul mates
deception of monogamy
i dont need this F*cking world
sticky green and rotting
in a universal dumpster or steller trash
caught in an M.C Escher drawing
sometimes up feels like down in my shoes
encaustic love
Mold me,Shape me
Rape me, Degrade me
Bend me,Break me
any way you want me
i am your hated breed
i am your crucifiction
waht will it take to make you see
all this manipulation and abuse changed me
unleashed the demons
Time is hte essence of all misery
i yurn for your filthy lies
at least pretend you love me to ease this pain
so sick of this terrible premonition
im only as crazy as people make me
rock-n-roll forever
in oblivion
i am tired of self pity
i am ready for self destruction
i wanna see it burning down
i wanna be the flames licking my own skin
time to rebuild
time for anew
time for a rebirth
pick up the millions of peices
and swallow them all like glass dust
even if i am cut to ribbons internaly
i must push on
let my hair become snakes
i am not yet ready to give up my triple three
i will let nothing stand in my way
cancer burns and let downs galore
this is to make me feel like i have tried
because if i give up on myself, i have bowed down to my self pity
f*ck it.
who is to say i am right or wrong?
let me fall
let me fly
i will find the meaning by myself
i will ask for direction when i am lost
but if i ask you, don't get offended if i don't do as you said
time for misplaced anger
time for the truth
time for another cigarette
this is me, destroying myself
not for him
not for her
this is selfishness, for my own well being
Devolved Encryption
control denied
brain cells fried
in the heat of your passion
I fight a stressing war with myself
I am the sweetest love
but I am the worst hate
life is waiting for me somewhere far off
I ant find my way back to you
I've been pushed off this mirror maze ride
my tight rope snapped
I plummeted toward an unfeeling earth
why weren't you there to catch me
rejected and abused
demented and confused
I sit holding myself
in my little corner of the institution
I lick my wounds
and huddle in my straight jacket
for the sanity to forget you
internal demons
dancing with the shadows of my minds flames
I refuse to feed into societies ignorant games
peonic assumptions
impose on me the pain you feel
to justify your abysmal existence
tears mean nothing in an acidic world
cant find the words to explain
insecurity driving me insane
self destruct
what cant let myself become
[Sep. 5th, 2003|02:35 pm]
Riding the waves of an unforgiving past
I want to rest
Step off this beaten up old motorcycle
Lay down on the ground
Close my eyes
My minds fragmented
Torn and distorted
Misery loves company
And im blood related
I want to abandon this vessel
Rip this pain from my pulsating chest
Burn my eyes out with fire
So I cant lay sight on deception ever again
I fight a stressing war against myself
For I am 2 in 1
The greatest love
And the worst hate
Confined Imagination
I’m no longer breathing
Now your not here
I cant see past my pain
Life isn’t quite clear
No meaning
No direction
Misery loves company
And im ensnared in its webs
Tiptoe past my body
Life less
And decaying
Night and day collide
Straight jackets and round rooms
Quick sand love
Twisted dimensions of thought
desolation strangles me a little more
gooves of sugar melt on my tongue like
my meaningless days
breathing to survive
hating by instinct
i have a fear complex
neurotic nightmares
carnage filled hallucinations
a drowning face
staring up at me from murky waters
i reach for you
but your flesh slips thru mine
like grains of sand
the enchantments of childhood long since dissappated
youthful illusions
adolecent sinns
multiply misery times infinity
encrypted soul
rubix cube with no solution
traumatized reality flashes in a little girls head
safely confided within her scars
f*ck prozac whers my gun
erphant Vision-Naked Angel
laced with ignorance
a blind soul to your wretched ways
devious your mind
traceable becasue the unspeakable leaves stains
snagged on your barbed wire hate
i trip thru the daises of euphoria in your mind
soon will i denie myself ot feel
in solitude of my numbness
a distorted zombie like rendition of my former self
in the shaddows of midnights wonder
my soul seeks seeks its other half
loss of nerve and still struggling for beathe
snake like tongues lapping at my consiousness
impeading on my faith
i am prometheus's proverbial b*tch
bound and gagged
purged of truth
angel stripped of wings
ce Queen
Nothing tastes as bitter as crocodile tears
Excreted from eyes of a glass - cold automaton The feelings of rejection, born too familiar
A sand grain wouldn't blow in a pit this deep
Could an empty heart have any tears to reap
Nothings ever right - dead roots unsown
Only to be torn from Eden through negative notes
Unfounded weight compress my shoulders unseen As a lump in my throat stabs in to choke Pressure of an empty nothing lies stiff under ice
Untold burns from the liquid nitrogen (getting colder) Cutaway, float apart in glacial spears No; there's nothing AT ALL like crocodile tears A f*cking stupid, pathetic flaw in THAT plot
How can you fake the emotions you haven't f*cking got? This emotionless particle of razoring fear
Unassociated and deviod in soul Fake emotions can weep to an ears disbelief The loss isn't that bad - it's the reasonless doubt,
That will break ;break the bones of hope As they puncture lungs of redemption
All fiery opportunities smoke May positivity clammour as ivy climbing fast -
To it's own destruction
For to burn like Hells own cast I wish nothing more for you -
An empty shell Devoid in it's invocation of tears raining down ...cold...numb.
This loss, is gain I'm happy, in pain I am free, yet trapped In solitude, a
Empty Heart Murmurs
Pointless contemplations pour from my cranium
you feed my anger with your thoughtless words
roaming around in yor labrinth of dissillousionment
will this foggy confusion ever lift
i harbour your hate unto me
caught in yor lyrical riffs
what would be your price to be set free
divided by insanity and eternity
your love haunts me
your erotic blue eyes
penetrate my dreams
in the silence of my misery
homocide of my homeless heart
devoured by demon imps
scratching at the walls of your mind
trying to gain entrance
but being overly denied
my infectious sinns
that i cannot repent
a damnation of fear&loathing
with out my soul mate
wourse than the pain i awake with
the intruding numbness
people=sh*t
in a world i hate
one soul is my saviour
BleachedSoul
Repugnence scraped away
concrete carved into a master piece
my contemplative knight
upon his crashing throne
silently screaming
torturous rage
with in a sado-masocistic self
planet *E* is where i wish to be
how can *could* you leave me here bleeding
born to make you whole again
born to be your healer
lying here in uncertainty
loosen this noose thats been forsaken
im born ot make you understand
to prove ot you theres a better way a higher plan
facilitating your facade of cascading decadence of assimalated fantasy
return me ot my familiar kingdom of sahttered dreams
cursed to raom miseries mazes alone
your militated voice speaks to me thru dreams
future visions of you and me forever burned into my pupils
MODUS VI VENDI
mongour of my soul
ive become a monomaniac of you
i am this morbid mordacious person you fear
this fallen angel heading for moribundity
wheres the decoder for the mourse code of your rubix cube with no solution mind
drawn to you like a moth toa flame
muckrake the mucus of my mind
figure me out for i am dead to myself
we both know it was a girl back in bethlehem
you the narrator to my twisted fairy tale
my narcaleptic nature wishes to strangle your narcissis
Beautiful Angel, Lost little child,
Heavenly Demon, Goddess gone wild
She rides her Rainbow, she files to the moon...
She hides in dark shadows, as she sings her haunting tune...
For every dream, she's shed a Tear,
For every fantasy, she's stood in Fear,
Her breaking heart, her desperate cries,
She calls to the Warlock, she begs him rise.
She kneels at his side, she kisses his hand,
He beckons her to follow, to a far off land.
He brings her to life, she breaths in his fire,
He enchants her world, He feeds her desire.
They fly through the night, as a Demon sings,
They give praise to the Darkness, for the gifts it brings...
They Dance in the rain, They indulge in Hell
Hiding in caves, they know so well.
They embrace the wind, it's sadness Rings
They fly into the comfort, of Lucifer's Wings
Their souls entwine, Their madness becomes one
As their adventures through the inferno, have just begun
Forever to Delight...in Satan's Eternal Kiss
Delirium Sanitarium fukitarium
in this world of rape and glitter
i stand b4 you a vagabond of despair
slowly hell is upon us
misery eats apple pie with cupid ...
the very apple from eve's hand
locked behind frozen years
come with me and well go dreaming
no pain
no hurt
well go dreaming
evil hides behind a many faced mask
disguised in your voice it lures me
loosing your kiss a spiritual death
this fallen angels decended from paradise
exiled becasue of her curiosity with temptations
insides turned forever green and grey with disgust
what normal people call life i call *~hell~* purgatory
broken promises a lesson learned
melodramatic dreamland choirs bellow thru my ear drumms
chanting
the end
die
the end
die
repression causes them to sing louder
can i pick my lifeless body off the floor and crawl..* maybe ot you again*
my heart is on death row...can you appeal its sentence?
a stealth serphant in your disquise slowly chokes the hope from my mind
f*ck the world
a suicidal over view
jealous eyes pry into me
loud subconsious broadcasts of requests for my qualities
* these people jsut dont know who I REALLY am ...my life is a curse *
a somber echo of my soul
realeasing my pain with a breathe to the wind
my wings battered against my back
bloody and beaten
living in dismay
this parasite feeding inside of me
melting away candy coated emotions
locked in my littel padded room
beating myself up over the loss of you
devil fighting inside my head
systic lifeforce vultures feeding from my soul
who wants the organs of this decrepid donor
dammed to eternal rejection
nostalgic from your dream woven lies
your make shift grave in the gripps of dispair
weary from humanity
an odity of everyone who doesnt matters affections
pyromania induced scenes of you shaddow dancing on my face
accepting my fate as virtuous insanity
concrete words burst my faith as yuor lies are sugarcoated and blissfully poisonous...
i am the crying girl
the weak pathetic loser you cast aside in your abyssmal sh*t
eyes are the windows ot the soul and yours are placid fake
if i did my tricks with smoke and mirrors would you still know which one was me~ aniDifranco~
scrape away the layers of moldy repugnence
in your behalf i die
Visions burn thru my eyelids
Monomaniac for you
Roaming around in yor labrinth of tricks and riddles
Wheres the decoder to your encryted mind
Fear by erudition (scratching at the walls of your mind)
Love of eschatology (but being overly denied)
Your words of euphony( my infectious sinns)
Morphine numbness for my soul (that i can never repent)
My contemplative knight upon his crashing throne
Silently screaming, torturous rage
Your actions fueled mine(how can you leave me here bleeding)
Intuitin envinced your lies (born to make you whole again)
Im your sociological experiment (born the be your healer)
Caged in nieve misery (lying here in uncertianty)
Your not lost if yor not looking for anywhere to go(noose Like words forsaken in my love for you)
Why do i need you here again (feed me your vile love till im sick)
Dying with out you ( ill live in misery jsut to feel your touch)
How do you prosper in my weakening
Here i am on my knees again
Excretion of bloody tears my souls lamenent
Tainted in sin
That i cant repent for
Your kiss my saviour
Robbed of me
Never ot return
I shall rott with the dammed
ado-Masochistic
its clear to me now that your hallow words fall on deafened ears
in all these years ive felt too much pain and cried too many tears
its clear to me now taht you just hold on to drag out this torture for your own sick twisted ego boost
let this beaten angel free from this cage
its clear to me now that your a 15 year old caught in a 21 year olds body
this love i felt so bitter to the taste
why did i spend this past year on a waste??
its clear to me now that i should hunt cupid down and ripp his gorgeaous littel face off and hang it o na tree branch out side my window
each morning ot awaken me and remind me how much i hate you
its clear to me now taht your not my soul mate for if you were you would surely feel tha same and you would not be my dungeon master to my prison of misery
its clear to me now taht you are that wrecthed laughing voice in my nightmares
you are the man in the shaddwos that hunts me
you are the mystery killer hidden in side my house when i get home
you are the one that watches me from afar
but will never love me
is that not nightmare enough...
its clear to me now i am the lifeless one
cursed ot be a zombie until my mighty Hecate sends me forth someone to awaken this deadened goddess
these visions of far long past still haunt my stone heart
its clear ot me now your scent may never leave my sheets
your voice may never leave my head
and my craving for your touch will burn thru my skin forever
its clear to me now its not me that you love im not waht you want and im not what you need
now matter how much i profess my love and no matter how much i plead
its never goingot be me that thanks the morning sun for waking next ot you
your own fear is your demise
loving you was my fatal crime
i may die loving you and i may never love again
but something is sure
its all clear to me now..............
Distracted Again
Mold me,Shape me
Rape me,Degrade me
these are all things youve done B4
i am your proverbial emotional tampon
bend me, break me,
any way you want me
I am the cyst
that grows in side you
festering
deteriorating
abcess scorpion
What am I to you
I am jsut ONE of your FEW
what do you see when you look upin me with jaded eyes
and a faded heart
as fate rips us apart
Mold me,Shape me
Rape me, Degrade me
Bend me,Break me
any way you hate me
astral projection
constant rejection
parallel universe
and soul mates
deception of monogamy
i dont need this F*cking world
sticky green and rotting
in a universal dumpster or steller trash
caught in an M.C Escher drawing
sometimes up feels like down in my shoes
encaustic love
Mold me,Shape me
Rape me, Degrade me
Bend me,Break me
any way you want me
i am your hated breed
i am your crucifiction
waht will it take to make you see
all this manipulation and abuse changed me
unleashed the demons
Time is hte essence of all misery
i yurn for your filthy lies
at least pretend you love me to ease this pain
so sick of this terrible premonition
im only as crazy as people make me
rock-n-roll forever
in oblivion
i am tired of self pity
i am ready for self destruction
i wanna see it burning down
i wanna be the flames licking my own skin
time to rebuild
time for anew
time for a rebirth
pick up the millions of peices
and swallow them all like glass dust
even if i am cut to ribbons internaly
i must push on
let my hair become snakes
i am not yet ready to give up my triple three
i will let nothing stand in my way
cancer burns and let downs galore
this is to make me feel like i have tried
because if i give up on myself, i have bowed down to my self pity
f*ck it.
who is to say i am right or wrong?
let me fall
let me fly
i will find the meaning by myself
i will ask for direction when i am lost
but if i ask you, don't get offended if i don't do as you said
time for misplaced anger
time for the truth
time for another cigarette
this is me, destroying myself
not for him
not for her
this is selfishness, for my own well being
Devolved Encryption
control denied
brain cells fried
in the heat of your passion
I fight a stressing war with myself
I am the sweetest love
but I am the worst hate
life is waiting for me somewhere far off
I ant find my way back to you
I've been pushed off this mirror maze ride
my tight rope snapped
I plummeted toward an unfeeling earth
why weren't you there to catch me
rejected and abused
demented and confused
I sit holding myself
in my little corner of the institution
I lick my wounds
and huddle in my straight jacket
for the sanity to forget you
internal demons
dancing with the shadows of my minds flames
I refuse to feed into societies ignorant games
peonic assumptions
impose on me the pain you feel
to justify your abysmal existence
tears mean nothing in an acidic world
cant find the words to explain
insecurity driving me insane
self destruct
what cant let myself become
[Sep. 5th, 2003|02:35 pm]
Riding the waves of an unforgiving past
I want to rest
Step off this beaten up old motorcycle
Lay down on the ground
Close my eyes
My minds fragmented
Torn and distorted
Misery loves company
And im blood related
I want to abandon this vessel
Rip this pain from my pulsating chest
Burn my eyes out with fire
So I cant lay sight on deception ever again
I fight a stressing war against myself
For I am 2 in 1
The greatest love
And the worst hate
Confined Imagination
I’m no longer breathing
Now your not here
I cant see past my pain
Life isn’t quite clear
No meaning
No direction
Misery loves company
And im ensnared in its webs
Tiptoe past my body
Life less
And decaying
Night and day collide
Straight jackets and round rooms
Quick sand love
Twisted dimensions of thought
desolation strangles me a little more
gooves of sugar melt on my tongue like
my meaningless days
breathing to survive
hating by instinct
i have a fear complex
neurotic nightmares
carnage filled hallucinations
a drowning face
staring up at me from murky waters
i reach for you
but your flesh slips thru mine
like grains of sand
the enchantments of childhood long since dissappated
youthful illusions
adolecent sinns
multiply misery times infinity
encrypted soul
rubix cube with no solution
traumatized reality flashes in a little girls head
safely confided within her scars
f*ck prozac whers my gun
erphant Vision-Naked Angel
laced with ignorance
a blind soul to your wretched ways
devious your mind
traceable becasue the unspeakable leaves stains
snagged on your barbed wire hate
i trip thru the daises of euphoria in your mind
soon will i denie myself ot feel
in solitude of my numbness
a distorted zombie like rendition of my former self
in the shaddows of midnights wonder
my soul seeks seeks its other half
loss of nerve and still struggling for beathe
snake like tongues lapping at my consiousness
impeading on my faith
i am prometheus's proverbial b*tch
bound and gagged
purged of truth
angel stripped of wings
ce Queen
Nothing tastes as bitter as crocodile tears
Excreted from eyes of a glass - cold automaton The feelings of rejection, born too familiar
A sand grain wouldn't blow in a pit this deep
Could an empty heart have any tears to reap
Nothings ever right - dead roots unsown
Only to be torn from Eden through negative notes
Unfounded weight compress my shoulders unseen As a lump in my throat stabs in to choke Pressure of an empty nothing lies stiff under ice
Untold burns from the liquid nitrogen (getting colder) Cutaway, float apart in glacial spears No; there's nothing AT ALL like crocodile tears A f*cking stupid, pathetic flaw in THAT plot
How can you fake the emotions you haven't f*cking got? This emotionless particle of razoring fear
Unassociated and deviod in soul Fake emotions can weep to an ears disbelief The loss isn't that bad - it's the reasonless doubt,
That will break ;break the bones of hope As they puncture lungs of redemption
All fiery opportunities smoke May positivity clammour as ivy climbing fast -
To it's own destruction
For to burn like Hells own cast I wish nothing more for you -
An empty shell Devoid in it's invocation of tears raining down ...cold...numb.
This loss, is gain I'm happy, in pain I am free, yet trapped In solitude, a
Empty Heart Murmurs
Pointless contemplations pour from my cranium
you feed my anger with your thoughtless words
roaming around in yor labrinth of dissillousionment
will this foggy confusion ever lift
i harbour your hate unto me
caught in yor lyrical riffs
what would be your price to be set free
divided by insanity and eternity
your love haunts me
your erotic blue eyes
penetrate my dreams
in the silence of my misery
homocide of my homeless heart
devoured by demon imps
scratching at the walls of your mind
trying to gain entrance
but being overly denied
my infectious sinns
that i cannot repent
a damnation of fear&loathing
with out my soul mate
wourse than the pain i awake with
the intruding numbness
people=sh*t
in a world i hate
one soul is my saviour
BleachedSoul
Repugnence scraped away
concrete carved into a master piece
my contemplative knight
upon his crashing throne
silently screaming
torturous rage
with in a sado-masocistic self
planet *E* is where i wish to be
how can *could* you leave me here bleeding
born to make you whole again
born to be your healer
lying here in uncertainty
loosen this noose thats been forsaken
im born ot make you understand
to prove ot you theres a better way a higher plan
facilitating your facade of cascading decadence of assimalated fantasy
return me ot my familiar kingdom of sahttered dreams
cursed to raom miseries mazes alone
your militated voice speaks to me thru dreams
future visions of you and me forever burned into my pupils
MODUS VI VENDI
mongour of my soul
ive become a monomaniac of you
i am this morbid mordacious person you fear
this fallen angel heading for moribundity
wheres the decoder for the mourse code of your rubix cube with no solution mind
drawn to you like a moth toa flame
muckrake the mucus of my mind
figure me out for i am dead to myself
we both know it was a girl back in bethlehem
you the narrator to my twisted fairy tale
my narcaleptic nature wishes to strangle your narcissis
Beautiful Angel, Lost little child,
Heavenly Demon, Goddess gone wild
She rides her Rainbow, she files to the moon...
She hides in dark shadows, as she sings her haunting tune...
For every dream, she's shed a Tear,
For every fantasy, she's stood in Fear,
Her breaking heart, her desperate cries,
She calls to the Warlock, she begs him rise.
She kneels at his side, she kisses his hand,
He beckons her to follow, to a far off land.
He brings her to life, she breaths in his fire,
He enchants her world, He feeds her desire.
They fly through the night, as a Demon sings,
They give praise to the Darkness, for the gifts it brings...
They Dance in the rain, They indulge in Hell
Hiding in caves, they know so well.
They embrace the wind, it's sadness Rings
They fly into the comfort, of Lucifer's Wings
Their souls entwine, Their madness becomes one
As their adventures through the inferno, have just begun
Forever to Delight...in Satan's Eternal Kiss
Delirium Sanitarium fukitarium
in this world of rape and glitter
i stand b4 you a vagabond of despair
slowly hell is upon us
misery eats apple pie with cupid ...
the very apple from eve's hand
locked behind frozen years
come with me and well go dreaming
no pain
no hurt
well go dreaming
evil hides behind a many faced mask
disguised in your voice it lures me
loosing your kiss a spiritual death
this fallen angels decended from paradise
exiled becasue of her curiosity with temptations
insides turned forever green and grey with disgust
what normal people call life i call *~hell~* purgatory
broken promises a lesson learned
melodramatic dreamland choirs bellow thru my ear drumms
chanting
the end
die
the end
die
repression causes them to sing louder
can i pick my lifeless body off the floor and crawl..* maybe ot you again*
my heart is on death row...can you appeal its sentence?
a stealth serphant in your disquise slowly chokes the hope from my mind
f*ck the world
a suicidal over view
jealous eyes pry into me
loud subconsious broadcasts of requests for my qualities
* these people jsut dont know who I REALLY am ...my life is a curse *
a somber echo of my soul
realeasing my pain with a breathe to the wind
my wings battered against my back
bloody and beaten
living in dismay
this parasite feeding inside of me
melting away candy coated emotions
locked in my littel padded room
beating myself up over the loss of you
devil fighting inside my head
systic lifeforce vultures feeding from my soul
who wants the organs of this decrepid donor
dammed to eternal rejection
nostalgic from your dream woven lies
your make shift grave in the gripps of dispair
weary from humanity
an odity of everyone who doesnt matters affections
pyromania induced scenes of you shaddow dancing on my face
accepting my fate as virtuous insanity
concrete words burst my faith as yuor lies are sugarcoated and blissfully poisonous...
i am the crying girl
the weak pathetic loser you cast aside in your abyssmal sh*t
eyes are the windows ot the soul and yours are placid fake
if i did my tricks with smoke and mirrors would you still know which one was me~ aniDifranco~
scrape away the layers of moldy repugnence
in your behalf i die