I am fat.....ugh
-sigh-
So the weight that i lost throughout last year is creeping back...I am almost to the point of where i just want to keep eating and eating its very irritating...
who knew that taking care of kids could make you gain weight. I thought it would be the opposite considering all of the running around and picking up and playing with them would keep the weight off. I still fit in my clothes but my stomach is coming back.
I feel really awful inside and it makes me want to eat. I try not to but I slip something to eat here and there and I am paying for it by seeing my stomach start coming back. I try working out and things. I play DDR for two hours which is a lot of cardio but for some reason my stomach is still slowly creeping back.
I need to get back to school and into a routine because this is just getting to me. I dont want to get an eating disorder I need to get back into a routine at school or I feel like I am going to eat my pain away....ugh...
I cannot wait until summer is over. I wanted to get a gym membership out here but just for three months was almost $2000. So i couldnt even do that so i been riding my bike and trying to eat right at least but for some reason it hasnt been enough....
I just feel terrible...I was doing so well and lost 60 lbs and i was feeling awesome and then summer hit....
Oh gym at the school how i miss you...
I feel so fat right now....but i am not going to the kitchen (even if its killing me) I need to hold out a little longer and not give in to just keep snacking all day....
I hate being FAT....blah....
So the weight that i lost throughout last year is creeping back...I am almost to the point of where i just want to keep eating and eating its very irritating...
who knew that taking care of kids could make you gain weight. I thought it would be the opposite considering all of the running around and picking up and playing with them would keep the weight off. I still fit in my clothes but my stomach is coming back.
I feel really awful inside and it makes me want to eat. I try not to but I slip something to eat here and there and I am paying for it by seeing my stomach start coming back. I try working out and things. I play DDR for two hours which is a lot of cardio but for some reason my stomach is still slowly creeping back.
I need to get back to school and into a routine because this is just getting to me. I dont want to get an eating disorder I need to get back into a routine at school or I feel like I am going to eat my pain away....ugh...
I cannot wait until summer is over. I wanted to get a gym membership out here but just for three months was almost $2000. So i couldnt even do that so i been riding my bike and trying to eat right at least but for some reason it hasnt been enough....
I just feel terrible...I was doing so well and lost 60 lbs and i was feeling awesome and then summer hit....
Oh gym at the school how i miss you...
I feel so fat right now....but i am not going to the kitchen (even if its killing me) I need to hold out a little longer and not give in to just keep snacking all day....
I hate being FAT....blah....