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[angelcutie143]

One month and 16 days to go...then Kelley's Anniversary. I love and miss you. I'm so sorry, Wish you were still here.
What woulda happened?...How many things would be different? if exactly a year ago I knew I only had your presence for another month and 16 days? Think of all the things that woulda been changed....you wouldn't've done what you did...and you'd still be here. I'm so sorry and I miss you more each day.
Love always,
~la~

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self affliction fades
stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go until it bleeds

Wish I was to dead to care
if indeed i cared at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest

I wish i had a reason
My flaws are open season
for this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go until it bleeds

(Solo: Corey)
wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with it's memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

and you don't need to bother
and I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go until it bleeds

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once i hold on....
I'll never live down my deceit