end of 2004 is near...
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? lived for ME (tinks). took bigger risks. held on tight to my beliefs. kept hope...didn't give up. had enough confidence to go thru with my poetry book.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? mostly i wanted to start a new and not be taken advantage of. i've kept to most, but lately i've been faultering but mostly i've been doing great, i'm proud of myslf. and yea, more will come. i'm workin on those.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? melinda, my cousin.
4. Did anyone close to you die? unfortunately yes, i miss and love u kelley!
5. What countries did you visit? canada
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? better in school, stand up for myself more...not let ppl walk all over me. hopefully not lose friends like i did this year.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? the day i let down kelley... i will never forgive myself and will never forget. i will also never ever make that mistake again. i'm so sorry kelley i miss and love you. the day ora said goodbye. the night i got sachi.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? i've come to so many understandings. deciding to go thru on my book. painting nicks ceiling/finishing upthe room.
9. What was your biggest failure? school...lol. and i failed my friends on a lot of occasions...i'm sorry.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? sick on and off....i need to take better care of myself.
11. What was the best thing you bought? stuff for sachi, my dif. journals etc.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? hehe a few ppls...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? certain friends, the ass who shot Dime.
14. Where did most of your money go? food for other ppl.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? concerts, seeing friends, trips, my book.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? wow too many...tiger lily says a lot. so does stories.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier? all in all i think i'm the same. more drama-free tho, yay!
ii. thinner or fatter? same
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? spoke my mind. stood up for ppl, JUST LET THINGS BE THE WAY THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO GO INSTEAD OF CHANGING IT TO TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. in doing so i lost my happiness and hurt someone close.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? thinking too much. being involved in drama.
20. How will you be spending Christmas? i'm not sure. not even sure if i'll be with my family. i'll be housesitting i ikno that much.
23. How many one-night stands? nada, i don't believe in that.
24. What was your favorite TV program? i hardly watched the tv was usually on mtv bs, but um...viva la bam, simpsons, southpark, family guy, etc.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i don't belive in hating ppl...its too strong of an emotion. but, to quote lo, i've lost a lot of respect for ppl.
26. What was the best book you read? yanno sadly no amazingly great books this year. "the five ppl you meet in heaven" was good tho.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? that i can touch all the different ends of the spectrum and be okay.
28. What did you want and get? happiness and good fortune... hehe my sachi!
30. What was your favorite film of this year? i duno..a lot.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 19. i started it at midnight and had some fun at the hole, chilled with friends etc. then went to canada and had a good time.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? less drama, not losing ppl so close to me.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? pretty much the same...a mix of everything...clean and presentable most of the time. look like i'm headed to a concert most of the time.
34. What kept you sane? sachi, my alone time, writing..reading rarely.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? bam..lol
36. What political issue stirred you the most? The election
37. Who did you miss? lost friends.
38. Who was the best new person you met? all of them rock.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: wow i love what lo wrote, also what brad wrote. umm...make yourself happy (i'm still owrking on this one), don't allow yourself to be walked all over (still workin on it), you must love yourself befor eyou can love another. true love waits; keep hope! believe in yourself. never lose faith (or hope).
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? mostly i wanted to start a new and not be taken advantage of. i've kept to most, but lately i've been faultering but mostly i've been doing great, i'm proud of myslf. and yea, more will come. i'm workin on those.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? melinda, my cousin.
4. Did anyone close to you die? unfortunately yes, i miss and love u kelley!
5. What countries did you visit? canada
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? better in school, stand up for myself more...not let ppl walk all over me. hopefully not lose friends like i did this year.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? the day i let down kelley... i will never forgive myself and will never forget. i will also never ever make that mistake again. i'm so sorry kelley i miss and love you. the day ora said goodbye. the night i got sachi.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? i've come to so many understandings. deciding to go thru on my book. painting nicks ceiling/finishing upthe room.
9. What was your biggest failure? school...lol. and i failed my friends on a lot of occasions...i'm sorry.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? sick on and off....i need to take better care of myself.
11. What was the best thing you bought? stuff for sachi, my dif. journals etc.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? hehe a few ppls...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? certain friends, the ass who shot Dime.
14. Where did most of your money go? food for other ppl.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? concerts, seeing friends, trips, my book.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? wow too many...tiger lily says a lot. so does stories.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier? all in all i think i'm the same. more drama-free tho, yay!
ii. thinner or fatter? same
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? spoke my mind. stood up for ppl, JUST LET THINGS BE THE WAY THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO GO INSTEAD OF CHANGING IT TO TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. in doing so i lost my happiness and hurt someone close.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? thinking too much. being involved in drama.
20. How will you be spending Christmas? i'm not sure. not even sure if i'll be with my family. i'll be housesitting i ikno that much.
23. How many one-night stands? nada, i don't believe in that.
24. What was your favorite TV program? i hardly watched the tv was usually on mtv bs, but um...viva la bam, simpsons, southpark, family guy, etc.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i don't belive in hating ppl...its too strong of an emotion. but, to quote lo, i've lost a lot of respect for ppl.
26. What was the best book you read? yanno sadly no amazingly great books this year. "the five ppl you meet in heaven" was good tho.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? that i can touch all the different ends of the spectrum and be okay.
28. What did you want and get? happiness and good fortune... hehe my sachi!
30. What was your favorite film of this year? i duno..a lot.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 19. i started it at midnight and had some fun at the hole, chilled with friends etc. then went to canada and had a good time.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? less drama, not losing ppl so close to me.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? pretty much the same...a mix of everything...clean and presentable most of the time. look like i'm headed to a concert most of the time.
34. What kept you sane? sachi, my alone time, writing..reading rarely.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? bam..lol
36. What political issue stirred you the most? The election
37. Who did you miss? lost friends.
38. Who was the best new person you met? all of them rock.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: wow i love what lo wrote, also what brad wrote. umm...make yourself happy (i'm still owrking on this one), don't allow yourself to be walked all over (still workin on it), you must love yourself befor eyou can love another. true love waits; keep hope! believe in yourself. never lose faith (or hope).