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[angelcricket]

Not sure what to write about...i have fucked up a lot.....espically here lately.... i dont know what to do..... i feel like i am going fuckin insane..... maybe i am.... life sucks but then u die right? i hate this world.... im a not sure what to say or write....im trying to keep this positive shit flowing threw my head...but yet i keep gettin stuck

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yes i do!

[sabbysboybmx]

Bug i have todl you for the longest i have and no i dont want ot get in your pants. The first time we had sex was after a year and a half of are relationship and i asked you before we did anything. You were my first and i hope my last i was never there just to have sex i felt realy loved by you and it made me feel good to love you back so good i would die before i would let that feeling go. And who is telling you what happend is your fault thats bs it was way more my fault and you know it keep the positive shit liek you said going in your head and not thoughs of its your fault. And i have been fucked over to bug in relationships its just life i guess shit happends as they say what you do after that is what keeps you alive and strong. I plan on getting a job which looks very big now and my own place soon cuz i will not fall i will never fall and admit its over thats not me. I want to help you bug and help you get over the things that hurt you inside for better or worse bug i am here for you always. I remeber telling you your what makes me a big softy i said that cuz you are what keeps me from starting shit with ppl are just doing what ever the hell i want i am trying ot hold my self together for you. I still see my dream and its not to far away from becomen true i just hope youll be there at the end. Cricket i will be on tomorrow k so we can talk k be safe love ya joe!