suck it......
hi every body...i am once agian distrought i am torn...between life and ppl in it....... i have loved so much i cant take it any more.....its like no matter what i do i am always confused......... i am always depressed ...... and i am always lonely......i hate it....it seems as though my life as no meaning..... i have nothing to live for......but yet i want to live......it sucks....i hate tring to fix things over and over and over agian....until i am completely nuckin futs......is this what i have become? some little minded person who can only help others and never help my self?........ and this guy i am dating....these girls that he hangs with must hate me because they all tri to make me jelious and it works cuz thats me i am insucure and i want whats mine to stay mine.... even if i dont really like it.....it is still mine..... i just feel like i am going fuckin crazy and i am on the verge of a break down......... but no one gives a shit...cuz all they want to do is fuck and mess me up in my head......i cant fake being happy much longer it suck ass and all i want to do is scream and end it all...but i dont....because i must be this perfect person for every one....... i hate it all it makes me sick........ life in general sucks.......
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