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i had a really rough day...ive been here 3 weeks and i hate it more and more every day!!
Everyone that truely knew me and that understood and listened to what i wanted and cared about me are now out of my life!! i still know no one here and i have tried to meet people! i dont talk to anyone back home anymore...i went home last weekend but everyone has their own lives...im not in it anymore. I think today i just did too much thinking!! im sooo lonely and im sick of hanging out with my family...they get to be too much sometimes!
whatever....i guess i need to get over it. i wish more than anything for this to be last summer...last summer was awesome. i had friends, a job and a life. I miss that more than anyone knows.
I dont want people feeling sorry or thinking that im some spoiled brat, i know that i need to get over it but its sooo hard sometimes.
It was just a rough day today!! ok well thats all for now...more lata...
Everyone that truely knew me and that understood and listened to what i wanted and cared about me are now out of my life!! i still know no one here and i have tried to meet people! i dont talk to anyone back home anymore...i went home last weekend but everyone has their own lives...im not in it anymore. I think today i just did too much thinking!! im sooo lonely and im sick of hanging out with my family...they get to be too much sometimes!
whatever....i guess i need to get over it. i wish more than anything for this to be last summer...last summer was awesome. i had friends, a job and a life. I miss that more than anyone knows.
I dont want people feeling sorry or thinking that im some spoiled brat, i know that i need to get over it but its sooo hard sometimes.
It was just a rough day today!! ok well thats all for now...more lata...