Sep 20, 2004 13:22
finding people you can depend on for everything is sick.
im not your damn blanket.
i never did that to any of you. and now thats my flaw? im cold? im cold because i dont care about you. cry me an ocean and drown.
people who depend on others so much never know who they are. and in turn, blame others for their own mishaps. you are blaming me. i never wanted ANYTHING from you. and i never promised you anything.
you are just pissy about stupid issues you got from some suppressed potty training issue. so you've got childhood issues.
stop worrying about why. stop feeling sorry for yourself and fix them. i dont care why you have a special sensitivity to abandoment. its old. fix it. i will not be a device to work your shit out.
your mommy cant fix it anymore cuz she's part of the problem now. im not your mother.
grow the fuck up and get some individuality. be your own person. whoever that is. and maybe you havent " figured out who you are" blah blah fucking blah....
im not saying bonding with someone is bad. but doesnt a bond take two different things... in general? yeah. get a damn hobbie.
so in answers to multiple questions from multiple people... no, i dont care much about your self inflicted issues. so take them elsewhere until you have something cool to say. ive got my own things goin on
i never promised you anything.
you making up some issue and you saying you need to talk-- or pretending to be really worried about me for some reason you made up.... will get you nowhere with me. get away from me.