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I hate myself sometimes... I seem to ruin everything for me ..... I really care for this one person and i totally ruined everything from doing stuff i shouldnt..... He is someone im waitin for ....... I cant believe i did what i did..... Ive been so upset that everytime i think about it i cry ....... I dont think he knows how much i care for him but thats ok.... I hope he can find it in his heart to forgive me soon..... Today at work i worked my ass off..... My feet hurt so much as well as my back i think i pulled a muscle..... Well thats all for tonight