MI CORAZON ME DUELE

[angelcandy12]

It seems like no matter how hard I try, I’m never gonna find someone who  can love me enough not to hurt me. These past few days have been really hard for me. And  I am just so sick….sick sick sick of everything bad  in my life. And most of it, is concerning Bryan. I don’t understand how he can be conscious of how much he hurts me and not even care

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Its me Bryan the selfish

[anonymous]

i did think about somebody besides myself... you. But i could only take half steps and maybe you thought you gave the other half step but you didn't... by that I mean that if you couldn't get clear with your parents and you couldn't get rid of the fear you had towards them is not my fault thats something you had to do by yourself and i already told you that the day at the plaza... the conflict was so big between you and them that it afected me a lot too and i know you know that but im sorry this aint a movie is real life and i aint gonna be some prince charming and save you from all that shit because life aint like that, life is not like your parents paint it or how your school paint it, or how degrassi or whatever you think life is, those things believe it or not have to be resolved by YOU not your boyfriends or friends or whatever those people can only give you advise and i did gave you advise and i did care about you a lot and all the things that i told you those times were real but I gave my half step... my step was to give you the advise and yours was to make the decision.

thats i needed to say and i said it the rawest way with no sugar coating or whatever you know why? because I learned that that way is the only way anyone ever learn about what we call "Reality". Im sorry everything sounded so mean but what i read in this journal to me it tasted like shit and it really changed my perspective about you, so i leave you now with a little piece of my mysterious mind that you never understood.

pero a pesar de todo eso en serio y de todod corazon kiero q salgas de ese hoyo en el q estas viviendo y habras los ojos a todo el fakeness q te estan inponiendo y salgas al mundo real.

te kiero Amiga... ojala q entiendas todo esto pq si no todo se seguira repitiendo... hablamos bye