The Turkey Kaila Adventures
I hope everybody had a good thanksgiving. Mine was pretty effing awesome. First I went over to Fred's mom's house and we ate, and sat around and watched Ratatouille .Kaila had invited me to go over to her house for thanksgiving so I agreed to go but after I got out of Fred's mom's house. But since Fred had to work today, he gave me a ride to Kaila’s house. I had so much fun at her house. She had like 5 little yorkies that were super cute but oh so loud and mean! I passed by their little house/cage in the back of the house and they almost bit my hand off! But still I forgive them cause they were just so darn cute. She had this kick ass chocolate fountain and I ate from it. Daniel also came to kay’s house and he brought some cherry pie that he made with him. And it was soo delicious..Her house was so fun..We drank soda, ate , laughed and messed around, and..I also got a chance to call Bryan and wish him a happy thanksgiving.I was hesitant at first, cause I didn’t know what I’d say or do..but Kaila told me to just do it, so I did. As soon as I heard his voice, my insides turned to jelly.. I felt such a good feeling to hear his voice.. it had been a while since we had talked. And the minute I said hey, I knew things were ok between us.He asked me how I was and I told him I was ok, and I just told him that I called to wish him a happy thanksgiving ,blah blah and surprisingly, it’s as if the break, or him acting weird ..never even happened. We were both laughing, and happy, and for the first time in such a long time, I felt like he was being his old self again. And somehow, even better. He was talkative, and expressive, and actually sounded happy to talk to me and it was just so great..it’s hard to explain but for me, it felt like mini breakthrough. He was just so sweet and wonderful, and OPEN with me. It felt so good to hear his voice. Then ,he told me that he loved me, and that really caught me by surprise. I said “what”? and he said it again, I love you. I said I loved him too. Then explained to him that it really surprised me because I wasn’t sure if it was ok to say that. He asked me why, and I told him that I didn’t know if it would be weird or not or if it would even be ok to say that. He said that it was ok, and that I should never be afraid to say what I was feeling. I told him I missed him a lot, and he said he missed me too.I also told him a lot of things that I had been feeling lately, of things that my mom and I talked about, and also about how when I turn 18, things would be different and I’d be older and a lot more independent blah blah, we also talked about the break and about how we felt, very maturely, which also surprised me. I guess I had this overly cliché vision of things being really awkward between us and that we’d never be able to talk about it. But Bryan today really surprised the hell outta me. He was so amazing today, like a whole new person, but in a good way. We also discussed the possibility of getting back together but not now maybe later. I was also surprised at myself ,at how mature him and I BOTH acted towards our situation and about how anti-weird it actually was.We were both really comfortable with eachother. Which made me really happy. When we were about to hang up, something really cute happened. We were both about to say goodbye and we both said I love you at the same time. It was so adorable. We both laughed it off, and sometimes we’d kinda fight on who had said it first. But he let me win today…It was so cute ans it made my heart flutter. But I don’t wanna get too excited just yet. I’m so happy,but still maintaining cool and controlled cause I still don’t know what might happen. So for now, I’m just taking things easy.But I just hope and pray, that this new Bryan is here to stay and that things can eventually be ok and work themselves out. Jeje,I kept telling Kay and Daniel all day, “hey,did I tell you Bryan loves me?” and it was driving them both nuts. But the three of walked to Kristina’s house cause she lives so close to kay..and we were using Jonathan’s(kaila’s nephew) scooter on the road..and we were laughing and messing around in the middle of the street at night..it was a great day.I wanted to spend the night at her house and so did Kay, so as usual we tried to hatch a master plan. It didn't go as planned ,but at least we gotmy mom to agree to letting me stay next weekend. I can deal with that. It was a day to give thanks, and I’m definetly grateful to have so many great things in my life. Great friends, um..family, jeejee,somebody who loves me, a good education. I have so much to be grateful for and I take none of it for granted. I’m so glad to have everything I have. Today was a great day. Daniel and Kaila are amazing ppl ,and I don’t know what I’d do without them in my life.. They're jsut so great, and it's ppl like them who have helped me to become the person I am today...same thing goes for Bryan, and everybody else I care so much about.Yay for the PPl I love..