Hey Angel. I realize you had a, well, situation on you hands recently, but since that's cleared up, I was hoping we could discuss my imminent coming to LA.
I will stay with Spike. I will go to school. I will work with Wesley (if he agrees, if he doesn't stick me where i'm needed, but I can do demony stuff, so no sticking me in the mail room.) I will do what you ask (to an extent) I will stay in contact with Buffy, and call her as soon as I get there.
Now will you please allow Faith to mail my ticket to me.
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Angel, I understand your need to keep me safe. But I've been among things like this my whole life. If Buffy was aware of Spike's being alive, she would have no trouble with me staying there. She'd probably advise it. She trusts him, Angel. As do I. It's my only wish to live there. I've been denied my best friend, thinking he was dead.
Imagine how you felt about Buffy...when she...when she died. And then after you heard she was back.
I know I'm feeling only a fraction of it. But it's enough. I hope you understand Angel. Really I do.
Ok. I'll tell Faith to send the ticket first thing tomorrow morning.
If Wesley still hasn't found a job for you, I'll find something for you...and I wouldn't stick you in the mail room...though Harmony is close to getting that honor and if I do that I'll be needing a new personal assistant.
As long as you stay in touch with Buffy I don't see any problem with you coming to L.A.
Though the whole staying with Spike thing I don't like...
I haven't "shot" anything down. But we most certainly will be discussing your living arrangements. Even if I have to drag Spike into my office for a "private meeting".
//firewall to everyone but Dawn// In truth... With everything that is going on and everything that is about to happen, I'm angry, and I'm upset. Angry that I let it happen. Angry that I didn't see it coming. Angry that I couldn't save Fred, yet Illyria is walking around with her face. Angry that I let everyone down, most of all Wesley. Fred made him truly happy. //end firewall//
//firewall to all but Angel// Angel. You didn't let them down. You did all you could to save them, and they know that. Wesley will forgive you because you've forgiven him for things he's done in the past, I'm sure. And no one ever sees anything coming. It takes the fun out of it.
Angel, do you want me to come over? You sound like you could use someone to talk to...
Thanks, Dawn, but I think I'm ok right now...We're still going to have that talk about Spike though, when things aren't quite as hectic as they are right now.
And please...don't meantion any of this to Spike. //end firewall//
//firewall to everyone but Dawn// It's been along time since I could really talk to someone about the way I truly feel. I do do more than brood. //end firewall//
I will stay with Spike.
I will go to school.
I will work with Wesley (if he agrees, if he doesn't stick me where i'm needed, but I can do demony stuff, so no sticking me in the mail room.)
I will do what you ask (to an extent)
I will stay in contact with Buffy, and call her as soon as I get there.
Now will you please allow Faith to mail my ticket to me.
//firewall to all BUT angel//
Angel, I understand your need to keep me safe. But I've been among things like this my whole life. If Buffy was aware of Spike's being alive, she would have no trouble with me staying there. She'd probably advise it. She trusts him, Angel. As do I. It's my only wish to live there. I've been denied my best friend, thinking he was dead.
Imagine how you felt about Buffy...when she...when she died. And then after you heard she was back.
I know I'm feeling only a fraction of it. But it's enough. I hope you understand Angel. Really I do.
I'll be waiting for your answer.
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Ok. I'll tell Faith to send the ticket first thing tomorrow morning.
If Wesley still hasn't found a job for you, I'll find something for you...and I wouldn't stick you in the mail room...though Harmony is close to getting that honor and if I do that I'll be needing a new personal assistant.
As long as you stay in touch with Buffy I don't see any problem with you coming to L.A.
Though the whole staying with Spike thing I don't like...
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//Firewall to everyone but Dawn//
And we will be discussing you staying with Spike when you do arrive.
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As long as you agree to discuss it, and not shoot it down.
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How are you doing? Is Spike treating you alright?
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How are you Angel? Honestly?
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In truth... With everything that is going on and everything that is about to happen, I'm angry, and I'm upset. Angry that I let it happen. Angry that I didn't see it coming. Angry that I couldn't save Fred, yet Illyria is walking around with her face. Angry that I let everyone down, most of all Wesley. Fred made him truly happy.
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Angel. You didn't let them down. You did all you could to save them, and they know that. Wesley will forgive you because you've forgiven him for things he's done in the past, I'm sure. And no one ever sees anything coming. It takes the fun out of it.
Angel, do you want me to come over? You sound like you could use someone to talk to...
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Thanks, Dawn, but I think I'm ok right now...We're still going to have that talk about Spike though, when things aren't quite as hectic as they are right now.
And please...don't meantion any of this to Spike.
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Fine. We can talk about Spike later. But he's my friend.
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That's all he'll ever be
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//firwall to all but angel//
I won't mention it to spike. I can keep a secret. Promise.
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//firewall to everyone but Dawn//
It's been along time since I could really talk to someone about the way I truly feel.
I do do more than brood.
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