One Last Goodbye, 3 of 3 + Epilogue

Jun 25, 2011 21:17

As always drawn to Gabriel, Dean forgot about the presence of his other lovers and simply let him take them away from there.  Now they would never be separated again. Gabriel would see to that as the last years had been tortured for him, unlike anything he had ever experienced before and he had not liked it. Now was the time where Gabriel would claim what was HIS. What he had longed for over a century and when he finally got it, it was all to brief. So now with nothing in his way, Gabriel would claim Dean and they would stay together until the Universe itself ended. Thus not bothering to even check first, he grabbed Dean and flew them away. Their new reunion was very explosive.

Gabriel snapped their clothes away in the middle of the 'flight' and they landed on the bed completely naked. With very lovely parts of them rubbing together. Dean shuddered in blissful ecastasy as he grabbed the back of Gabriel's neck and brought their mouths together for a loving kiss. They did not part until Dean had to breath as he was blacking out. By then their ardor was fierce and absolute. The need for one another caused them to seek to touch every single inch of each other, hands sliding over hard muscled bodies that were just beginning to sweat. Wings were gently wrapped around, holding Dean to Gabriel so that every inch of their bodies touched. While Gabriel slid a hand down between their bodies and wrapped it around both of their cocks. Stroking them together until both of them were panting with want, their need reaching a boiling point that it set their very blood on firer.

Dean had enough and rolled them over,pinning Gabriel to the bed and grinned smugly down at his newly returned mate as he grounded down. Causing both to groan and Dean quickly realized that it was not enough so he kissed Gabriel one last time before he slid down his body and took Gabriel cock into his mouth while he held his fingers to Gabriel's lips. Who immediately opened them and took the fingers into his mouth and sucked on them obscenely. Dean moaned around his mouth full, which caused Gabriel to moan at the vibrations. Dean slipped his fingers out of his mouth and began to lightly circle Gabriel puckered opening with them. Sometimes slipping in but never all the way, never in any manner that gave Gabriel any satisfaction. So Gabriel whined in frustration

"Dean, if you don't fuck me soon I will change you into a mouse and I'll leave you that way until I have need of you."

"Then I won't be for long as if I'm a mouse I can't exactly do this." Dean lifted Gabriel's hips up and stuck his tongue into Gabriel's hole and began to thrust it in. Dean moaned, loving the taste of his lover. He knew that on anyone else it would be disgusting but with Gabriel it was perfect. Gabriel moaned and tried to sneak a hand to his cock but Dean grabbed it without even pulling away.

"You only get to come if I allow it."

Gabriel groaned and Dean smirked as he went back to work. He also slid a hand up Gabriel's back and touched where his wings met his back. Which caused Gabriel to arch off the back. The scream he let out rattled the room and made Dean's ears ring. Oddly enough that caused Dean to have to stop and swiftly thrust into Gabriel as it was to much. The need to have him was to much to deny after hearing Gabriel's passion.

Hours later they had tried so many different positions that they all kinda blurred together in Dean's mind and it had been perfect. Theiir reunion had once again been epic and all consuming.

As they lay together in blissed out relaxation, Dean stroked Gabriel's hair. For once uncaring about any masculine related issues as he had his love back and there was nothing to ruin that, nothing he would allow to ruin it as he had done too much to get him back. Risked too much and now he was back, Gabriel was back. Dean's little trip to the past had saved him and there was so many ways that it made him escatic that he simply couldn't and wouldn't express.

Soon though Dean remembered Cas and Balthazar and felt like swearing, a lot. What was he going to do?Gabriel would never willing share him and Dean would never share Gabriel now so turning it into a really weird foursome was out and..

"Go to sleep, Beloved. There is time for thought another day." Then fingers were at his forehead and he was out.

* * * * * * * *

Faced with the realization of having to make a choice, Dean didn't know what to do. Gabriel was..He loved Gabriel so much so that when he died Dean felt empty. Bereft of anything that could make him happy. Castiel though. Cas had done so much for him that Dean couldn't even list them all without writing a book the size of a dictionary . Cas had been there for him in every way for years. Sure the year after Sam's supposed death he had left Dean behind without even a goodbye but that was...Well, Dean still didn't understand how Cas could do that but that was beside the point. Cas loved him and Dean loved Cas. As for Balthazar. Well, he had grown on Dean and while it was not yet love Dean could admit that it wasn't that far away.

Still Gabriel was what he had wanted for years now, how could he be with anyone else with him returned but how could he leave what he had with Cas and Balthazar.

Cas who had risen him from Hell, saved him from becoming a demon. Which had been his worse fear for going to Hell. Cas had done so much for him, sacrificed so much for him that to leave him would be a betrayal of it all. All Cas wanted was to be with him and Balthazar. How could he hurt his best friend/love like that after everything they had been through together. Could he hurt Cas like that? Could he hurt himself though by not being with Gabriel? Was there even really a choice? Dean would not hurt Cas just to make himself happy, not after everything they had done for each other. Cas was so much more to him then just his best friend and his lover. There was no way he could hurt him like that but how could he hurt Gabriel.

Dean asked Gabriel to take him to Sam without saying anything but Gabriel still looked at him with a heartbreakingly solemn expression that broke Dean's heart worse than having to make this choice. Once he was with Sam, he spilled everything that was as going on and boy was Sam surprised. He had suspected about Cas and knew about Gabriel but Bal was a surprise. Not to mention the fact that Dean willing admitted to loving them all was something Sam had never expected of his brother. The fact that Dean was the one to save Gabriel was...Sam didn't know how to deal with the fact that Dean had turned his back on getting the phoenix and saving people just to save the one who had tormented them for years. Still though Dean needed his help so.

"Dean, you can't make a choice by what's best for someone else. Not in this..Yes, Cas has done a lot for us but that doesn't mean you should sacrifice your happiness...I don't understand how you can love Gabriel after everything he has done to us but...If that is who you want then be with him."

"And just hurt Cas like that....No...Cas needs me. Gabriel has been fine on his own for a very long time. He'll be fine. Cas has done so much and he is in the middle of a war. I can't just do that to him. I won't."

"Dean."

"No. I've made my choice and it is Cas and Balthazar...Now drop it. we have to deal with Crowley then I'll tell them."

Of course things were never that easy for the Winchesters, no matter how much they wanted it to be. One moment Dean thought for sure that Sam and Bobby were wrong and the next......The next Cas revealed by mistake the fact that he had been spying on them. Stupid Superman.Dean was...devastated was not even a word to properly define the first of his emotions let alone all of them. Cas had betrayed him, betrayed them.

Next Dean helped trick Cas into the ring of fire and began to question him and really wished that he hadn't.As Cas revealed that everything Sam and Bobby suspected about Cas was right and he was working with Crowley. After everything they had done, Cas had actually made a deal with a demon instead of coming to him. Cas even had the audacity to blame it on Dean not being there. As if Dean had not been there, been in his bed, at his side as much as he possibly could. Cas even threw Gabriel in his face.

"You haven't been there for me, you've just been waiting for Gabriel. Always Gabriel. I was never enough for you, never enough for anyone. Not my Father, not ever you. Who I have done so much for, sacrificed so much for."

Looking at Cas threw the flames all Dean could think was ' I was going to choose him over Gabriel, over the one being he loved more than anything else and he has been betraying me for over a year.'The devastation he felt in that knowledge was deep and profound. Just like their bond was suppose to be,just like what they were was suppose to be. Cas was suppose to be the one that he could trust above all others, the one that had never lied to him ever. Not even Sam could be that, even before his whole soullessness. Cas had Fallen for him, defied his family, defied Heaven itself for him, died for him. All for him. So he was the one that should never have lied to him, never have been capable of it.

Also should never been capable of making deals with demons, of being willing to use souls for power. Of risking opening up Purgatory and taking the souls of monsters into him. How could Cas do all this ,betray his trust like this?Crowley. Cas went to Crowley, trusted Crowley over him. All for his stupid little war with Raphael, who was nothing compared to Lucifer and Michael. Who had been taken out by three humans and a Fallen angel. Easy.Two Archangels compared to one pathetic one who easily fell into their trap. Dean had offered repeatedly to help Cas and had been refused, with the explanation that he wouldn't be able to help.Probably because he was a 'mere mud-monkey.' Cas had become a dick and now...he had become nothing.

The demons arrival gave Dean a reason but he had been about to do it anyway, Dean left Cas trapped in the holy fire and he didn't care. Once they got to safety, Dean called out for Gabriel and once he arrived ignored Sam and Bobby's protests and asked him to take him away.

"Whats up, Dean? What happened?"

Dean looked at Gabriel and didn't know how to even begin. How do you tell someone that their brother was working with a demon and risking the world. Oh wait, he knew how as it had happened to him. So he decided to do what Cas had done fro him. And God was that ironic and hurtful. He was brutally truthful.

"Cas has been lying to us for over a year, Crowley is alive and Cas made a deal with him. That's why Crowley is going after Purgatory, so Cas can harness the souls to defeat Raphael....Cas lied to me over and over again for a year."

Gabriel was rageful at the hurt in Dean's voice and furious at the fact that his little brother had been so stupid as to think he could do such a thing. If nothing else it would have certainly got his Father's attention. As in He would turn up and smite Cas's ass for the audacity to do such a thing. To be honest though it was mostly the hurting Dean though.

"It will be okay,Dean. I will deal with this and make them all pay. Now I'm gonna put you to sleep, you need to rest so don't argue." Dean wanted to argue but he was happy that Gabriel had told him instead of just doing it, progress, and to be honest he was tired. So he just nodded, kissed him then closed his eyes as Gabriel touched his forehead.

Once Gabriel was done carefully laying Dean on the bed and making sure that nothing, NOTHING, could get into the room, he left. Went to Raphael first though he did take one quick visit to get something before he went to where he sensed his only free elder brother was.

"Hey.bro. Miss me."

The startled exclamation Raphael made was hilarious as his..sister turned to him. The other siblings looked at Gabriel in shock as they gazed at the believed dead Messenger. Wonder and joy filled them at his return.

"Gabriel...How? Michael felt you die..I felt...something. Lucifer killed you."

"Yeah, well. I'm not exactly the first angel to be brought back, am I." The sharp breath Raphael took was satisfying. Gabriel knew what she was thinking, that Dad had brought him back just as He had Castiel and he was fine with that. Let everyone believe that. Easier that way and unless He came back, no one would know and he really didn't think Dad would ever come back."You are an idiot. Cas was brought back twice by Dad and you still went against him. Did you really think He would do nothing about it, especially when Castiel was driven to do a truly desperate thing that could have destroyed all if not for the swift actions that brought me back. You really should have taken in the fact that Castiel is truly one of Dad's new favs, considering that he promoted him..Now its to late. As I am the Messenger and I say that what you have done goes against the Will of God and shall thus be punished as is fitting for a rebelling Archangel."

Raphael hissed in shock and backed away, suddenly knowing what that punishment was. As only one Archangel had rebelled and that punishment was well known. The Cage. Not a place she had any desire to see let alone be in. She wanted to open it and free Michael and re-start the War, not be put in it. Raphael was unsure of what to do, could she attack Gabriel. Who had just basically said Father had brought him back solely to punish her because of her going against Castiel. Thus to attack Gabriel was to attack God and not only would she lose all of her followers....there was the slightest chance that Father Himself would come and 'deal' with Raphael which wasn't an option. The only other option though was to allow herself to be thrown into the Cage with Michael and Lucifer which wasn't an option either.

Gabriel didn't give Raphael a chance to decide though as he connected the four rings, his little stop. Thankfully his Uncle was always fond of him and gave him his ring willing. Throwing the rings down he said the incantation and the Cage opened. In a move to swift to stop, Gabriel shoved Raphael in while keeping the shocked Lucifer and Michael within. As a after though Gabriel pulled Adam out. Before he could close it though Michael was 'speaking' to him ina shocked yet happy 'voice'.

"Gabriel...You are alive."

The joy that Gabriel could feel flowing to him was nice, not something he had felt from any of his brothers for a long time. Michael had been so distant for so long before he had run away that he had forgotten what they had once shared. How much love had been between them. It was enough to make Gabriel long for the days of old but it was not enough to make him let any of them out.

"I have missed you, Brother but I miss the way you used to be. Not what you became..I'm sealing the Cage up. No more seals,no more keys..You have done this to yourself by seeking to end the world without Father's permission...Goodbye,Brother."

Gabriel sealed the Cage though not before Michael sent a 'message' into his mind. Of his love, his regret, his grief at feeling him die and of his rage at Lucifer for killing their favorite brother. Of tearing Lucifer apart on the Cage over and over  again for it.Which was enough for Gabriel to stop it. Michael was all about rage and vengeance and duty now. Where once he had been loving, tender and sweet. Always there for him and all of their siblings. The War had destroyed all that was good about Michael and turned him into some sort of mindless soldier that only cared about following orders and duty. No longer did Michael have time to just be, to fly around Heaven just for fun, to just be together. That Michael was dead and Gabriel let him go finally, Let his grief and anger of what had happened to his siblings go. No longer would he let the anger and grief get to him as he had since he left. Dean was all that mattered. So Gabriel focused his attentions on  the rings and destroyed the three of them while sending the other back to his Uncle. Then he turned to his siblings, who didn't know if they should attack him or show him the proper respect for an Archangel.

"All of you return to Heaven, I will be there shortly." They all did and then Gabriel forced all of his other siblings savefor Castiel to go up there as well. He was only going to say it once after all. He put Adam into an coma like state so he could heal.

Next was to deal with Crowley, the annoying demon that had dared to lead his Brother into temptation. What he did to Crowley would have made the asshole Alister throw up. No one messed with his family but him.

Heaven was next and was not fun at all.

character:balthazar, pairing:dean/castiel/balthazar, spn_fanfic, character:michael, fandom:spn, one last goodbye, character:castiel, character:dean, character:gabriel, pairing:dean/gabriel, supernatural

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