"Breathe, trust, bless me and release.."
hey i was wondering can u see my backround? my friend told me she couldnt see it and i can so i wondering if she was the only one. so if u can see it tell me!<33 well went to the mall again. why do i go to the mall! in the end i just wanna kill myself! lol. i was there for 3 hours! i didnt go for me. i went cause kelsey needed to shop for her cousins. Damn kelsey! i wanted to kill myself after the 2nd hour. it wasnt kelsey that was the problem just all the other crazy ass people. i hate the mall with a passion. the sad part is i'll go probably the day or 2 after christmas...after christmas shopping!gah i already feel the headache.
anyways..i had this wierd dream! lol. um i was walking home stalking the hottest guy in the world lol. and i see him walking in front of me and all then someone drives by him and gets out of the car. the other someone is the other guy i like. and they start walking together and holding hands. when they got to one of their houses they had this huge make-out session!! it was hella wierd. and kinda hot too. but mostly wierd! it was like shattered dreams lol their gay now i dont have a shot. wierd wierd wierd dream. i kno they arent gay tho so its all good.
i'm going to name my kid Topher lol. i just decided that. its a cool name. Topher! i saw Oceans 12. good movie! go see it! Tophers in it for like 2min. its cute lol. funni movie tho! i love brad pitt
gah i'm sooooo ugly!!!!!!