venting
sometimes you know exactly what you want and sometimes, you're pretty confused. sometimes what is right in front of you just doesn't seem to be great but the minute that it walks away, it became everything that you had dreamt about and more. what's going on with that? how did it happen? to suddenly go from everything to nothing or from nothing to everything?
confusion gives way to doubt.
i admit that i've had my shares of broken hearts and in turn i've broken a few just out of anger and pure spite. did it make me feel great? no. but really what can you do when your heart is broken in a million little pieces and you just don't even know if you even want to repair the damage? i just hate that part. the one that wonders how... can i just walk away? i feel like i want to give this a chance. this person is willing and able. but how come my heart remains stubborn and very very cold? i don't want to walk away but sometimes i feel like i don't really have a choice.
confusion gives way to doubt.
i admit that i've had my shares of broken hearts and in turn i've broken a few just out of anger and pure spite. did it make me feel great? no. but really what can you do when your heart is broken in a million little pieces and you just don't even know if you even want to repair the damage? i just hate that part. the one that wonders how... can i just walk away? i feel like i want to give this a chance. this person is willing and able. but how come my heart remains stubborn and very very cold? i don't want to walk away but sometimes i feel like i don't really have a choice.