again
July 6, 2006 • Thursday
11:11 PM - something to remember
Current mood: busy
©12-05
I remember so well a time when my heart was empty and cold
Dead to the world; feeling as if nothing new could ever unfold
And then you came along, out of the blue
Who would've knew that you could be such a sweet surprise
Laughter and good conversations filled the air, erasing memories of past lies
I would wake up each day with a strange feeling
It took me some time to realize that my heart had been long done with its healing
It only took you to wake up what once was left for dead
It didn't take much time before thoughts of you filled my head
I've never acted so freely, never felt so alive with each passing day
But at the same time the fear was there holding me back from realizing what had happened: My heart finally took a chance and gave way for the inenvitable that I could no longer delay
You convinced me. You challenged my stubborn ways.
You made me realize that a relationship is something that I can once again face.
Three simple words that mean so much exchanged, can't take them back...can't undo...
So you can only imagine my shock when I opened my eyes and I found out that you're with someone new...
Because of you...I am afraid to trust someone and try again
Because of you...I am more cautious...afraid to step outside my space
Because of you...I am now cold-hearted and cling on to my stubborn ways
the more that i try to forget, the harder it is to walk away...
11:11 PM - something to remember
Current mood: busy
©12-05
I remember so well a time when my heart was empty and cold
Dead to the world; feeling as if nothing new could ever unfold
And then you came along, out of the blue
Who would've knew that you could be such a sweet surprise
Laughter and good conversations filled the air, erasing memories of past lies
I would wake up each day with a strange feeling
It took me some time to realize that my heart had been long done with its healing
It only took you to wake up what once was left for dead
It didn't take much time before thoughts of you filled my head
I've never acted so freely, never felt so alive with each passing day
But at the same time the fear was there holding me back from realizing what had happened: My heart finally took a chance and gave way for the inenvitable that I could no longer delay
You convinced me. You challenged my stubborn ways.
You made me realize that a relationship is something that I can once again face.
Three simple words that mean so much exchanged, can't take them back...can't undo...
So you can only imagine my shock when I opened my eyes and I found out that you're with someone new...
Because of you...I am afraid to trust someone and try again
Because of you...I am more cautious...afraid to step outside my space
Because of you...I am now cold-hearted and cling on to my stubborn ways
the more that i try to forget, the harder it is to walk away...