Aug 11, 2007 21:24
Once again I'm sinking in to that perpetual hole of sadness. I feel like the comforting places in the world for me are either out of my reach or completely turned into places of unwelcome tension. It's one of those days where I miss home the most - being around family seems comforting even if we have our tiffs somehow it just feels... like the place i want to be. comfort food, comfortable people who don't give a shit what i wear from a day to day basis where the sun seems strong.
I've retired to my little hole in the wall (or rather the whole in the basement of this townhouse) where my only solace are nostalgic songs from the past. It's cold here and it just has a way of seeping in under the skin and chilling every part of me.
I feel like the things I love most have slipped right through my hands and I'm completely alone. It's quite the horrible feeling if I do say so myself...