ugh
presentation tomorrow. I feel a wave of nausea because i despise going in front of an audience and talking... and this is for 10 minutes... gah. this is horrible. I'm telling a story that I'm afraid isn't coherent enough for them to follow, though I've made it abundantly clear what I was talking about by the repetition of the beginning at the end. I like those kinds of stories you see... those stories that end up being some weird roundabout. Unfortunately, I couldn't expand very much on everything given that it's a lot to say in 10 minutes... women's talk. gah...
On a separate note, the only time that I decide to return to starbucks, they don't have my drink... or anything that has white chocolate in it... so i had to settle for a caramel macchiato, which was okay I suppose but I wanted to get a White Chocolate Mocha (Tall and half shot!) so I could take a picture of it and stick it in my Starbucks organiser. Poor thing is incomplete without the picture there. Just a little blank section that says "put the picture of your favourite Starbucks drink here!" *strokes organiser* It's okay, sweetie. You'll be whole soon.
On a totally different note, I was so damn bored during Reading Week (and too uninspired to do much else other than laze about and stare listlessly at stuff) that I actually joined an online dating thing. let me tell you... Weirdness ensued. many many many old men (over 30) were trying to talk to me and it was kind of icky. I kind of think it was a bad idea because of that reason, but it was also interesting because then it showed me just how many available, apparently interesting guys there were out there. Yes. I've hit a low. This is pathetic.
Suffice to say, that I'm quickly getting bored of THAT scene as well and I'm starting to get my head back into academics (I mean, I kind of have to, given the fact that I have midterms and *gulp* presentations coming up all the next three weeks... they're all spread out so it's not THAT bad but still... I don't know where my need to achieve the highest accomplishments for myself has gone. I feel like I'm straying and kind of withdrawing from everything.
It's quite bad, actually; this sense of detachment. I was so much better at the beginning of the second term... *sigh* maybe it's because I'm having weird sleeping patterns. I need to work out, maybe. I need something physical so that I get the bodily fluids pumping and I feel like doing stuff. I think it's the dreariness of this place. I need to find somewhere light and inspiring...
Maybe I'll head downstairs to the gym at a later hour.. say... 11... o_O I wonder if it's open at that time... lol damn....
Eek long written entry and no pictures!
Anyway... I want to go home already. *sigh* Chu and the other pups are there... and Bonnie (the rabbit)... and Meow. PETS!!!!
Okay. and DONE!
On a separate note, the only time that I decide to return to starbucks, they don't have my drink... or anything that has white chocolate in it... so i had to settle for a caramel macchiato, which was okay I suppose but I wanted to get a White Chocolate Mocha (Tall and half shot!) so I could take a picture of it and stick it in my Starbucks organiser. Poor thing is incomplete without the picture there. Just a little blank section that says "put the picture of your favourite Starbucks drink here!" *strokes organiser* It's okay, sweetie. You'll be whole soon.
On a totally different note, I was so damn bored during Reading Week (and too uninspired to do much else other than laze about and stare listlessly at stuff) that I actually joined an online dating thing. let me tell you... Weirdness ensued. many many many old men (over 30) were trying to talk to me and it was kind of icky. I kind of think it was a bad idea because of that reason, but it was also interesting because then it showed me just how many available, apparently interesting guys there were out there. Yes. I've hit a low. This is pathetic.
Suffice to say, that I'm quickly getting bored of THAT scene as well and I'm starting to get my head back into academics (I mean, I kind of have to, given the fact that I have midterms and *gulp* presentations coming up all the next three weeks... they're all spread out so it's not THAT bad but still... I don't know where my need to achieve the highest accomplishments for myself has gone. I feel like I'm straying and kind of withdrawing from everything.
It's quite bad, actually; this sense of detachment. I was so much better at the beginning of the second term... *sigh* maybe it's because I'm having weird sleeping patterns. I need to work out, maybe. I need something physical so that I get the bodily fluids pumping and I feel like doing stuff. I think it's the dreariness of this place. I need to find somewhere light and inspiring...
Maybe I'll head downstairs to the gym at a later hour.. say... 11... o_O I wonder if it's open at that time... lol damn....
Eek long written entry and no pictures!
Anyway... I want to go home already. *sigh* Chu and the other pups are there... and Bonnie (the rabbit)... and Meow. PETS!!!!
Okay. and DONE!