What is broken can be fixed.....
A wall has been broken down. I have had two HUGE weights be lifted from my shoulders. I found out that a mistake I thought I'd made a long time ago and have been feeling incredibly guilty for since last October, may not have been as much of my fault as I'd thought. ANOTHER POSITIVE TO BEING A NURSE!! Also, I have realized that people can change and go from being dishonest, cheating assholes to someone worthwhile and trustworthy. I have seen him turn into a lazy, good for nothing, "I don't want to work" and "I only care about myself and how I feel". Into someone that truely cares about my needs, emotionally and physically. He is always making sure I am comfortable in every situation and looks out for me first. He respects my passionate obsession for nursing and encourages me to be the best I can be. Things he knows are going to bother me... he rushes to tell me every detail, and every thought and feeling he had. He understands that life is a gift now, and not something to be wasted. I can see that in his pursuit for a future. He works hard at his job and is contemplating on what to do with the rest of his life. Things have happened now to back up his story and to force me to believe him. It's funny how the start of the problem is the reason it is ending....