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Last weekend was Lisa's Hen's Weekend at Terrigal, of which I was sole organiser. I am one of 7 bridesmaids but the other 6 live interstate! I got up there about 2:30pm & didn't finish unpacking, decorating etc until 7pm! The place looked awesome though... I blew up so many balloons I felt faint & almost had to take a nanna nap lol. And the whole resort got decorated with them, & streamers, & ribbons, & signs.
Everyone got there within 10 mins of eachother, just before 9pm, & we went out to dinner from there. Drank daiquiris, stuffed our faces, walked to the bottle-o & bought Calippo's haha (the hen & another girl both pregnant-due the same day!) then went back to the resort & blasted my fave song from Pink, "Who Knew" & made everyone listen to me sing it at a thousand decibels 3 times over. We watched a chick flick 'In Her Shoes' which I LOVED & then stayed up afterwards still laughing talking playing games & unable to go to sleep. We didn't go to bed til 6am just as the sun was rising.
Then we got up at 12 & went to The Entrance for some shopping, got home & cracked open the cheeses & crackers, then later we went to get pizza & DVD's. We got John Safran vs God because everyone wanted to watch the exorcism bit. I love John Safran that DVD is the funniest shit ever. He goes & roadtests all these different religions & he's just hilarious. As we watched all this we did facials, masks, pedicures, foot spas & nails.. Faf is a Beauty Therapist so she did their feet. I pigged out man... I am getting so fat it's DEPRESSING. I've put on 3 kilos this year already. And I have 3 more weddings to be bridesmaid at this year. Wish I could get my shit together but it's too hard in winter!!
Went to bed at 4 that morning, then next morning was a mad rush for me to get outta there by 10:30.. which completely sucked coz we had an all day checkout & I had to rush back for the Soccer photo which as Manager I was a part of. Thankfully Nic told me to leave all the food & cleaning for them so she brought the leftovers around later that night, plus a donation from everyone to thank me for putting it all on which was really nice & much needed!
Had Mark Tues morning... the last few sessions have been really intense but good. Crying like a baby but the emotions now stay with me instead of dissociating them & feeling nothing. And that means the memories stay with me more as well. Most ppl hate that but I'm retarded & prefer it that way because at least then I know it's real & it explains a lot. But yes it's awful sad. Reaalllly coming to understand the girl attraction thing & how it all links up with mum. That became crystal clear only last night as I was praying & thinking over the session. A lightbulb moment. Still a bit gobsmacked over it actually. The jigsaw puzzle is almost complete in that regard.
This week is my last week at work & then there's 3 weeks holidays... nice but sucky because as an interpreter I don't get paid for those holidays.
Oh, Jae, Dean came around last night ;) All smiles & happy & even gave me that apology I was lookin for 6 months ago. Barely mentioned the night in Melbourne except for a cursory 'when you rang me up all pissed & kept hassling me.' Hahahahahaha...
AngelBaby
xx
Everyone got there within 10 mins of eachother, just before 9pm, & we went out to dinner from there. Drank daiquiris, stuffed our faces, walked to the bottle-o & bought Calippo's haha (the hen & another girl both pregnant-due the same day!) then went back to the resort & blasted my fave song from Pink, "Who Knew" & made everyone listen to me sing it at a thousand decibels 3 times over. We watched a chick flick 'In Her Shoes' which I LOVED & then stayed up afterwards still laughing talking playing games & unable to go to sleep. We didn't go to bed til 6am just as the sun was rising.
Then we got up at 12 & went to The Entrance for some shopping, got home & cracked open the cheeses & crackers, then later we went to get pizza & DVD's. We got John Safran vs God because everyone wanted to watch the exorcism bit. I love John Safran that DVD is the funniest shit ever. He goes & roadtests all these different religions & he's just hilarious. As we watched all this we did facials, masks, pedicures, foot spas & nails.. Faf is a Beauty Therapist so she did their feet. I pigged out man... I am getting so fat it's DEPRESSING. I've put on 3 kilos this year already. And I have 3 more weddings to be bridesmaid at this year. Wish I could get my shit together but it's too hard in winter!!
Went to bed at 4 that morning, then next morning was a mad rush for me to get outta there by 10:30.. which completely sucked coz we had an all day checkout & I had to rush back for the Soccer photo which as Manager I was a part of. Thankfully Nic told me to leave all the food & cleaning for them so she brought the leftovers around later that night, plus a donation from everyone to thank me for putting it all on which was really nice & much needed!
Had Mark Tues morning... the last few sessions have been really intense but good. Crying like a baby but the emotions now stay with me instead of dissociating them & feeling nothing. And that means the memories stay with me more as well. Most ppl hate that but I'm retarded & prefer it that way because at least then I know it's real & it explains a lot. But yes it's awful sad. Reaalllly coming to understand the girl attraction thing & how it all links up with mum. That became crystal clear only last night as I was praying & thinking over the session. A lightbulb moment. Still a bit gobsmacked over it actually. The jigsaw puzzle is almost complete in that regard.
This week is my last week at work & then there's 3 weeks holidays... nice but sucky because as an interpreter I don't get paid for those holidays.
Oh, Jae, Dean came around last night ;) All smiles & happy & even gave me that apology I was lookin for 6 months ago. Barely mentioned the night in Melbourne except for a cursory 'when you rang me up all pissed & kept hassling me.' Hahahahahaha...
AngelBaby
xx