1 Step Closer To The Edge And I'm About To Break
I know a couple of days I was a little shakey... but I'm back on track and better then ever! I may get down on myself now and again and want to go back to that bad habit once again, but I now have the strength to get over that and not go back to it and it feels great I love that control!
Yesterday Joe came over and we talked to Lana a bit online. Then we got a call from Nick. We decided that we were gonna hang out w/ him and Brant. We met them at Culver's and then we went back to his house. WE watched a movie and then Brant had to leave. Casey soon came and we watched parts of the new and fraiser! lmao. good times at nick's house.
Jesse txted me and wanted to kno when the concert was. I told him, and then I realized the reason he was asking me was probably cuz Lana didn't want him to know for whatever reason and I just screwed that up. I thought that Lana would kill me but she hasn't and it's all good.
My day was kinda boring but extremely fun all at the same time.
1st hour we started watching skinhead usa... it was interesting but it made me angry all at the same time. it just makes me mad when people think they can do these terrible things to people just cuz they look different, seriously grow up! I learned that a lot of the people in this specific group of skinheads pretty much all came from a bad family, and the leader kinda took them under his wings and gave them a place to live that's better than their actual home.
2nd hour we had a work day. All we did was work on accounting problems. Nothing exciting happened in there at all.
3rd hour Jes kept saying stuff that I could tell was bothering Lana and i just wanted to hit him.. but I didn't cuz I'm nice. I made fun of some of the noises that he was making and that was pretty much it.
4th hour me and Joe talked and we drew a very manly picture.. lmao it's 2 flowers and some buzzy bugs lol. We also took notes on insurance.
5th hour I had to take a test, After that test I copied Lana's chem packet and then gave my packet to nick to copy lol.
6th hour we headed over to the Shauer Arts Center. We practiced our songs and talked about the concert tonight. I almost started crying when we sang the for good part of the medly.. I hope I don't do that tonight!
8th hour I read my book.
All day I was in a really good mood and I don't really know why. I just was. The thing is that I was hyper too and I didn't even have mt dew.. so I don't understand.. O well, it's fun! lol
I painted my nails today. Hopefully it will keep me from biting my nails.. I really need to break that habit! Anyways, they are red.
Lana will be getting here soon and we're gonna pick out outfits for tonight and then we'll be heading out to the concert...ooo depressing.. last concert ever But exciting at the same time cuz we're one step closer to graduation! woo woo
Speaking of graduation, I sit next to Joey during the ceremony :). That's exciting but the other side of me is stupid ass Zach Christopherson.. ugh I do not like him!
Anyways i think that's all for now! till next time *mwah*
luv alwayz,
♥Jenna Lee♥
Yesterday Joe came over and we talked to Lana a bit online. Then we got a call from Nick. We decided that we were gonna hang out w/ him and Brant. We met them at Culver's and then we went back to his house. WE watched a movie and then Brant had to leave. Casey soon came and we watched parts of the new and fraiser! lmao. good times at nick's house.
Jesse txted me and wanted to kno when the concert was. I told him, and then I realized the reason he was asking me was probably cuz Lana didn't want him to know for whatever reason and I just screwed that up. I thought that Lana would kill me but she hasn't and it's all good.
My day was kinda boring but extremely fun all at the same time.
1st hour we started watching skinhead usa... it was interesting but it made me angry all at the same time. it just makes me mad when people think they can do these terrible things to people just cuz they look different, seriously grow up! I learned that a lot of the people in this specific group of skinheads pretty much all came from a bad family, and the leader kinda took them under his wings and gave them a place to live that's better than their actual home.
2nd hour we had a work day. All we did was work on accounting problems. Nothing exciting happened in there at all.
3rd hour Jes kept saying stuff that I could tell was bothering Lana and i just wanted to hit him.. but I didn't cuz I'm nice. I made fun of some of the noises that he was making and that was pretty much it.
4th hour me and Joe talked and we drew a very manly picture.. lmao it's 2 flowers and some buzzy bugs lol. We also took notes on insurance.
5th hour I had to take a test, After that test I copied Lana's chem packet and then gave my packet to nick to copy lol.
6th hour we headed over to the Shauer Arts Center. We practiced our songs and talked about the concert tonight. I almost started crying when we sang the for good part of the medly.. I hope I don't do that tonight!
8th hour I read my book.
All day I was in a really good mood and I don't really know why. I just was. The thing is that I was hyper too and I didn't even have mt dew.. so I don't understand.. O well, it's fun! lol
I painted my nails today. Hopefully it will keep me from biting my nails.. I really need to break that habit! Anyways, they are red.
Lana will be getting here soon and we're gonna pick out outfits for tonight and then we'll be heading out to the concert...ooo depressing.. last concert ever But exciting at the same time cuz we're one step closer to graduation! woo woo
Speaking of graduation, I sit next to Joey during the ceremony :). That's exciting but the other side of me is stupid ass Zach Christopherson.. ugh I do not like him!
Anyways i think that's all for now! till next time *mwah*
luv alwayz,
♥Jenna Lee♥