Live Like You Were Dying
Happy 6 months to my Joey!
Everything seems like it has changed..... and for once instead of just feeling it or saying it I can honestly say that it has and it's true!
*I haven't cut in the last 6+ months.
*I went from being a soccer player to a track runner.
*I have a brand new group of friends. (most of them are guys and were joe's friends 1st but I'd do anything for many of them) My bestest friend ever is a girl who I've known for 10 years, the 1st couple of years we weren't exactly friends but we weren't enemies.. just there... and then we were best friends and then we were at each others throats and now we're best friends again. Another 1 of my best friends is her boyfriend.
*I cut off all my hair.
*I've been working things out w/ my boyfriend, we've been back and forth and pretty much all over the board w/ our feelings yet I don't mind it. I love being with him and there's really only 1 thing I would change about our relationship and that was that we would have started out slower. I haven't had any lil crushes on other guys like I have in the past. Normally I wouldn't put up w/ some of the stuff that I've gone thru w/ him. For some reason there's something inside me saying that it's not worth it to just give up and that I'd be losing way too much.
*A couple of my best friends are ex-boyfriends whom I've hated for a long time.
*I can for the most part stand up for myself now. If some1 says something that pisses me off I get pissed!
*I can accept that I'm not the best and still be happy w/ myself.
So many things have changed. I don't mind it one bit! It's all good for the most part.
Today was lame! I was in a really good mood in 7th hour. I was laughing at pretty much everything and Jesse yelled at me cuz I'm sposed to not be so happy. How rude, right dude?! lmao
I didn't get the solo that they made me try out for which is ok w/ me cuz I knew I wouldn't be able to sing in front of a huge crowd anyways.
I hurt bad.. They should just cut me off from the waste down. My right arch, shin and knee and then my left shin and hip. I dont know why my arch and my hip hurt and I'd appreciate it if they'd stop.
Me and Christy just made fun of what people wear today at lunch. It was like old times. It all started cuz poor Peck had to see some1s ass crack.. lmao then Christy saw it on some1 else and then we were complaining and then we started talkin bout the kinds of pants that we like and ummm then there was this girl wearing a tube top and let me say this 1 little thing..... she should not be wearing such things!!! I hate people who wear things that they shouldn't! Hell there's a lot of shit that I don't even wanna see on skinny people!
I just got off the phone w/ DayJoSko.. He's awesome.. I miss him a lot!
well i gotta do the laundry now. byez...
till next time *mwah*
luv alwayz,
♥jenna lee♥
Everything seems like it has changed..... and for once instead of just feeling it or saying it I can honestly say that it has and it's true!
*I haven't cut in the last 6+ months.
*I went from being a soccer player to a track runner.
*I have a brand new group of friends. (most of them are guys and were joe's friends 1st but I'd do anything for many of them) My bestest friend ever is a girl who I've known for 10 years, the 1st couple of years we weren't exactly friends but we weren't enemies.. just there... and then we were best friends and then we were at each others throats and now we're best friends again. Another 1 of my best friends is her boyfriend.
*I cut off all my hair.
*I've been working things out w/ my boyfriend, we've been back and forth and pretty much all over the board w/ our feelings yet I don't mind it. I love being with him and there's really only 1 thing I would change about our relationship and that was that we would have started out slower. I haven't had any lil crushes on other guys like I have in the past. Normally I wouldn't put up w/ some of the stuff that I've gone thru w/ him. For some reason there's something inside me saying that it's not worth it to just give up and that I'd be losing way too much.
*A couple of my best friends are ex-boyfriends whom I've hated for a long time.
*I can for the most part stand up for myself now. If some1 says something that pisses me off I get pissed!
*I can accept that I'm not the best and still be happy w/ myself.
So many things have changed. I don't mind it one bit! It's all good for the most part.
Today was lame! I was in a really good mood in 7th hour. I was laughing at pretty much everything and Jesse yelled at me cuz I'm sposed to not be so happy. How rude, right dude?! lmao
I didn't get the solo that they made me try out for which is ok w/ me cuz I knew I wouldn't be able to sing in front of a huge crowd anyways.
I hurt bad.. They should just cut me off from the waste down. My right arch, shin and knee and then my left shin and hip. I dont know why my arch and my hip hurt and I'd appreciate it if they'd stop.
Me and Christy just made fun of what people wear today at lunch. It was like old times. It all started cuz poor Peck had to see some1s ass crack.. lmao then Christy saw it on some1 else and then we were complaining and then we started talkin bout the kinds of pants that we like and ummm then there was this girl wearing a tube top and let me say this 1 little thing..... she should not be wearing such things!!! I hate people who wear things that they shouldn't! Hell there's a lot of shit that I don't even wanna see on skinny people!
I just got off the phone w/ DayJoSko.. He's awesome.. I miss him a lot!
well i gotta do the laundry now. byez...
till next time *mwah*
luv alwayz,
♥jenna lee♥