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So haven't wrote in here in over a week, wow amazing. Well Brittney's party was a blast! I had fun. I got a bikini, and shorts and a tank top:). Haven't really done anything this week. My friend Sarah stayed the night last night, we talked a lot like we used to. It was refreshing. I have once again nothing to do this weekend, bored as usual. I really need something to do, but anyways. I've been feeling like somethings missing in my life, and I've figured out that its, love. I want the feeling of being in love. Walking down the street, all you see if couples holding hands and kissing and its something I need. Something that I think will make me feel better. I'm not sure if I'm just hulluicantling(sp?) or just thinking to in depth, but I hear my friends talk about how much they are in love and I really want to feel that. What does love feel like? Is it something that makes u go all bubbly inside or something thats just there and that you are used to? I really want to explore the whole thing called love. I never really was in love but I really want to give it a try, something new, fresh and something to start the school year off right. Oh and I saw this cute boy at Marc's I want to work there now and be where ever he is;) Lol. Hes sexy!!! OH yea!! I'm also very worried about my friend Sydney, I haven't talked to her in awhile and she hasn't been on and I'm beginning to think she hates me or something has happened to her. Sydney if your reading this e-mail me to let me know if your okay! Well unless something mircauliously comes about I'll tell ya, but other than that see ya!