rough rough week :'(
well i guess its time i finally updated about this. the past 2 weeks have been realllly hard on my entire family..mostly my immediate family but a lot of other people are now involved and its just a mess. so okay, here we go. about a week and a half ago, my dad started acting very strangely. like just out of no where. one day he was fine and the next, he wasnt. so we just thought that it would pass and nothing would be wrong. wellll he was blaming it on lack of sleep or sleep deprivation so we were like fine just go to sleep then. but then he had trouble falling asleep for the longest time and it was just bad. trust me it was baddd. alright so then it started to get worse. he started just rambling on and on about nothing in particular..like everything. every little stressor he could think of that might be bothering him. for gods sake he went into talking about terrorism and how our world is. i was like holy fucking god are you kidding me? so then that friday, i had gotten done school and my mom came to pick me up at the train station and she told me that my dad wasnt good and that he probley needed to go into the hospital. so that night, while i was out somewhere already, thats exactly what happened. he was taken down to thomas jefferson univ hospital, where he works actually, and he was admitted into the ER. basically, his body was so stressed over the past few weeks that it just had a severe nervous breakdown. and over the past years, hes suffered from anxiety problems but never knew that to take anything for it so it just all got worse until it finally kicked in like it did. so yeah. he was in the ER for about 3 days until they admitted him (against his will) into a place called Bellmont which is a psychiatric treatment facility/center whatever you wanna call it. so hes been there for a little over a week and things seemed to be improving, but just yesterday, he got worse all of a sudden and wasnt making any sense again when he talked. :( so yeah, its not too good. so plz im asking you guys to please please keep my family and my dad in your prayers. anything..even if you don't pray..just keep them in your thoughts please. thanks alot and i love you all ♥