Jan 03, 2004 14:10
Hey... i am havin one of those days where everything sux.. i hate life and i want it to end!! It feels as tho the ppl i need to care jus dont. As long as their happy they couldnt give 2 shits about how everyone else feels. I dont want to make them feel bad about it or anything.. i dont want pitty. I jus wish that ppl would stop bothering me askin me what worng and then tellin me not to be sad or summin... it would be a hell of alot easier to answer if ppl would jus ask me whats good so i can say, "absolutly nothing!!". Well enoug wit today... its just makin me realize how pathetic i am!
Yesturday started out pretty fuckin gay but it became better i suppose. Since i knew ashley ran away from home i asked her if she wanted to go to Bellivelle wit me and she did. When we got there we walked all the way to Derricks house and sat in his car for about 2 hours waitin for some ppl to come so we can all go blaze. Then we decided to fuck that and Sean came to get us and we went to Rockos sisters house so we can get trees. Back to Derricks and we blazed. We went somewhere else... idk where i wasnt payin attention... but we went to meet up wit the ppl we were supposed to in the 1st place. Sean almost got into an accident when we were in the parkin lot(right in front of a cop).. so derrick didnt want to get back in the car. So me rocko and sean went and broght ashley back to her cuzins cause she wanted to go. We went to get food and smoke another blunt. Sean didnt wanna blaze so0o.. it was only me and rocko! Then we dropped rocko off came home and went to sleep.
Well im finally goin to go get ready for work... i better go now cause if i dont then i wont!!
ByezZz... MaUh!!!
Somebody kill me!!!