May 03, 2006 07:57
well well wellllllllllll....i havent written in here in soooo long!!! Well to update everyone, i moved out of my house with my X boyfriend and made a few big mistakes of a life time. its really hard to trust some1 u love even if u think they have change. they havent. you cant teach an old dog new tricks. ive learned from my mistakes and i have moved on. it hurt alot at 1st but as time goes on, you realize you cant hold onto something that will never happen. ive grown up sooo much and have learnt soo much about life already! i havent been working since january. thats the 1st change about me. i ALWAYS work. ive been applying and applying now that i am back home. i hate not having money. it sucks. luckily, my awesome boyfriend spoils me and every last dime he has is spent on me. im not a gold digger, its just really nice to have a great boyfriend who thinks of u and cares about you! anyways... i had an interview the other day for a place to work with people with disabilities. id be working in residential areas...like going to peoples houses, and working with alot of males. i guess alot of females dont do that job but thats okay! i get along better w/guys anyways :] as most of you know, im back with mike. i got alot of CONGRATS and 2 people said "why".... "WHY?" because after ur with some1 who brings u down with them for a while, it feels good to know that u have some1 awesome STILL waiting for you, even after all the shit i put him through. mike is such a great kid. he really is. he does everything for me and thats y i love him so much. no guy today is like him. its sooo hard to find. i really am a lucky lucky girl! i couldnt thank god enough for bringing back mike into my life for the 100th time lol. i really hope things work this time. we've been doing awesome. his moms going away for 5 or 6 days so we're staying at his house 2night til wenever she comes home! partying up this weekend too.. of course! :]...im hoping i get a damn job soon cuz my bill for TMOBILE is $781.00 they charged me and mike each $200.00 for all the months we havent payed... i am so pissed off! im chillin w/stephanie again. im so xcited! i missed her soo damn much! we went to a few parties and had a couple sleep overs. i honestly could not ask for better friends! and i deff am happy i have all my friends back! ..ive been wanting to be with mike alot and i know that...but wen we're together we're so inseperable!.... i dont wanna leave his side. even wen he goes to work Lol. ive missed him so much!! but we can still chill w/whoever we want and obv have our friend time wenever needed! ...ive been tanning a few times..im hoping to get dark soon and ive been doing tae bo workout videos haha.... they really work i swear! and its sooo fun and soo much cheaper than the gym lol. i just wanted to update u guys....i miss writing in here lol ill be doing it alot more often!....well, ill ttu later! see yaaaaa
~*I LOVE YOU MIKEY<333*~
p.s. its sooo shitty out.. its makin me feel like shit butttt this weekend on sunday is the WALK FOR HUNGER!!!!!!!!!!!:] i cant fuckin wait<33333333