long rtime no update, need to vent SORRY GUYZ!
So guyz...yup they're all the same! I don't care what anyone says or how old the guy is...they're all the same they never change!!! So I found this quote : Never make someone your priotity while allowing you to be their option: yup I love it and i need to learn to live by it!! All i do is kiss his freakin ass and im there when hes got the time or when he feels like letting me! Am I your girlfriend or not?!?! Make up your mind!! Im not going to play this damn game much longer!! I've played it for 4 months and thats already way to long so you better make up your mind soon if you want me around much longer! Im sorry you ex is a piece of crap but hey shes your ex for a reason get over it! You yourself said "you already have much better" so why is she stopping you from anything?! Don;t try to give me the age BS anymore if it really bothered you that m7uch you wouldnt even be doing what your doing right now! Im not taking your bull shit lies anymore. Do you want me to be your girl or not? Im not going to keep holding myself back from things if you can't make up your mind! Its not fair to me and im not going to do it!
WOW! Sorry guys, im just so frusterated with the situation and i wish i had the balls to say half the shit i just said to him! Maybe i'll just print this out and stick this in his car or something? I dunno what im going to do, but i feel much better now, and im sure once i have the balls to say all that to his face i'll feel fantastic! *MUAH*
*SaVaNnAh*