call this I hate fucked up boys....shall we?
Ok well i hate fucking boys! Actually i just hate the fucking retarded ones!*cough:cj fantozzi: cough* Well long story short hes back with Heather. What ever thats not even why Im mad, I know they have a past and if shes what makes him happy then go for it. The part that pisses me off the most was he told me MANY times that he wasn't getting back with her, he didn't want her anymore, she needed to move on and get over him etc. And on top of that if he would have been like listen I like Heather still, I might wanna be back with her, i'd still be mad but not as mad as I am right now. he fucking lied about everything, and lieing is COMPLETLY not necessary!!!
I waste SO much of my time on STUPID boys who I think will be good ones and I get So fucked over. To everyone who told me Cj was a dogg im sorry I didn't listen im just one of those people who has to learn my own lesson, and well i've learned it! I've decided im not longer WASTING time on shitty guy but INVESTING it on good ones! (the title "GOOD" will be giving to them by my friends and family who's opinions matter most to me) IM DONE BEING FUCKED OVER!!!
Then to top off the stupidness....I was thinking today and I realized EVERY good guy i've had, i've broken things off with.....Cj Ingraham...treated me awesome..then I ended it for um RETARDED reasons....Brad grinly, I ended it....... Dave Gallant, I ended it.....and most of all Drew Blazka, I ended it...ya ok I know not a ton of people like the kid, but he treated me awesome, worshiped the ground I walked on and basically was the ideal perfect boyfriend.....so yup I have a problem guyz!!! I need help...why do I do this to myself?!?! GAH!!!
Well after I got myself all worked up about this, I came on-line and Jesse saved the day! God that kid is awesome, :) makes me SMILE!! :) Well im off to arrange plans for tommrow so I will update later......*MUAH*
im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone
I waste SO much of my time on STUPID boys who I think will be good ones and I get So fucked over. To everyone who told me Cj was a dogg im sorry I didn't listen im just one of those people who has to learn my own lesson, and well i've learned it! I've decided im not longer WASTING time on shitty guy but INVESTING it on good ones! (the title "GOOD" will be giving to them by my friends and family who's opinions matter most to me) IM DONE BEING FUCKED OVER!!!
Then to top off the stupidness....I was thinking today and I realized EVERY good guy i've had, i've broken things off with.....Cj Ingraham...treated me awesome..then I ended it for um RETARDED reasons....Brad grinly, I ended it....... Dave Gallant, I ended it.....and most of all Drew Blazka, I ended it...ya ok I know not a ton of people like the kid, but he treated me awesome, worshiped the ground I walked on and basically was the ideal perfect boyfriend.....so yup I have a problem guyz!!! I need help...why do I do this to myself?!?! GAH!!!
Well after I got myself all worked up about this, I came on-line and Jesse saved the day! God that kid is awesome, :) makes me SMILE!! :) Well im off to arrange plans for tommrow so I will update later......*MUAH*
im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone