life
well i am off to bed after studying for anatomy and feeling like i know shit about it. phil and i seem to be doing better, but he still confuses me. like i mentioned that he didn't have a profile and he said he couldn't think of anything to put in it. i volunteered, "maybe you could put something about me in it", meaning something like "love you babe" or "miss you" anything. so here is what he puts "Lindsay i can't believe you've been able to put up with me for 14 months and still goin. i applaud you." what the hell is that supposed to mean?!?! so i mentioned to him that i had no idea what it meant and i thought it kinda sucked ( i mean, i applaud you???). so he said he would change it, and he did... he took out the i applaud you part. so i guess that makes me feel better.
and this weekend was supposed to be our "weekend off" from each other, but he miss calculated and this weekend is cam's reserves so he wants me to drive up there- WHICH i am willing to do even though i have to be at work sunday at 7:30 meaning i have to leave westfield at 6 and i have my first anatomy parctical monday.... BUT I AM WILLING TO MAKE THIS SACRIFICE TO BE WITH HIM. and this means that the weekend of the 27th, when i have nothing to do, he will probably wanna have the "weekend off" so that is gonna suck. yet, whenever i go home and see him i can't be upset with him-> like last week Sleeping Beauty came out, so he got it for me cause it is my favorite disney movie. and whenever we go to sleep and i am upset he rubs my back and i forget everything and just wanna snuggle and be close. i have no idea.
classes are crappy right now too. i had my first anatomy exam on monday and got a 70, yuck, had a pop quiz in philosophy in which i got 1 answer right out of 7, yuck again, and then tomorrow is my first quiz in anatomy lab, yuck for the third time. otherwise things are good- this year is so much fun so far... eating cookie dough, seeing my friends from last year, and late night talks with the roomie. well i guess i better get to bed and try and rid myself of these dark circles under my eyes. nite!
and this weekend was supposed to be our "weekend off" from each other, but he miss calculated and this weekend is cam's reserves so he wants me to drive up there- WHICH i am willing to do even though i have to be at work sunday at 7:30 meaning i have to leave westfield at 6 and i have my first anatomy parctical monday.... BUT I AM WILLING TO MAKE THIS SACRIFICE TO BE WITH HIM. and this means that the weekend of the 27th, when i have nothing to do, he will probably wanna have the "weekend off" so that is gonna suck. yet, whenever i go home and see him i can't be upset with him-> like last week Sleeping Beauty came out, so he got it for me cause it is my favorite disney movie. and whenever we go to sleep and i am upset he rubs my back and i forget everything and just wanna snuggle and be close. i have no idea.
classes are crappy right now too. i had my first anatomy exam on monday and got a 70, yuck, had a pop quiz in philosophy in which i got 1 answer right out of 7, yuck again, and then tomorrow is my first quiz in anatomy lab, yuck for the third time. otherwise things are good- this year is so much fun so far... eating cookie dough, seeing my friends from last year, and late night talks with the roomie. well i guess i better get to bed and try and rid myself of these dark circles under my eyes. nite!