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I ran into an ex today. Totally threw my day off. Since we live in the same city, I guess it was kind of naive to think that I would never see him again. But talk about awkward! The good thing is that we really didnt get a chance to talk. But, as always, seeing someone I used to care about got me thinking about the past. I was just thinking about what I want in a relationship. And I dont think its too much to ask. I'm not overly concerned with looks (although if the man of my dreams happens to look like Vin Diesel, I wont complain!) I dont care about race or money or anything like that. I'm just looking for character. Someone to make me laugh. A man whom I can respect-I've found that's the biggest problem I have with men-a lack of respect. I cant respect a weak man. And of course I dont mean physically weak, although thats not really a turn-on either. I mean men who have no goals or ambition. Who dont know what they want in life. Who are unstable. Who dont know what they stand for. No integrity. What happened to the ol' school men? The salt of the earth type of men? Thats the kind of man my dad is. A man you can depend on. The guys that I have run into today are so lame. Everybody is so self-absorbed. In the end, nobody wants to be in a give and take relationship-everybody is out for themselves. That really blows. I know I'm ranting, but thats why I like this little online journal thing-I dont know anybody here so I can say what I want. It bothers me when men dont seem to grasp the potential that God has set before them. God made man to be the head of the household and the spiritual head of the family. To be leaders. So why do I see so many men degrading themselves? Settling for less than what God has promised. Dont men understand that God made them KINGS?! So why do our men behave like peasants? Thats enough for tonight. Back to packing. Just wanted to get that off my chest.