Back At Home
so i been back at home officially since tuesday but actually its been longer since i posted here when the rents were out of town. anyways i have to get ready in like 20 minutes to go and see nicole this morning. her VCR broke so we are going to borrow my brothers as payment for me watching Adia. yep thats right i finally get to watch her again. THANK YOU GOD. and thats the last of the god stuff there. anyways so its been strange after this past weekend. i truely care about nicole and i like her a lot obviously, but things happened you know which im cool with and she still does things which for some reason arent bothering me in the slightest. i know shes out with other guys and i dont know i guess its just that i know thats who she is that it doesnt break me. i still see her we still hang out a lot more then expected and we still have our relationship. but it was weird this past week she was gone and i didnt really think about it i just was like ok i ll do my thing she ll do hers. so thats how it went down. but last night she called and said sorry that she didnt inform me of where she was. i said it was fine we each have separate lives outside of eachother. i wish everyone could see me when i m with her. and how happy i am. i mean imagine this. when me and kyle would kick it and how we never got in fights and when we did it was no big thing. thats how this is i ve gotten in my share of "fights" with nicole but we work past it. and its only been one fight. and i said sorry and it was no big deal after that. the cool thing right now that people dont know is i m trying to quit the whole drinking and smoking ordeal and nicole is trying to help me quit the smoking part. as for drinking i probably wont stop that because well i dont know i have more control of myself then with smoking. but my life is coming together and i m getting call backs for jobs andits good. my old job wants to hire me back and i m all for that if it gets me a job. anywho. i have to go get ready. i m going to my brothers to borrow his VCR cause nics broke and we want to watch movies and im also going to go buy the passion of christ and shine. yay. anywho. MZ i m glad i finally got to talk to you. you always got good stuff to stay to me even though last night i talked like the whole time. but still i ll be fine soon enough i mean i think this is the beginning of something new right now for me. but anyways i m out i got to go and get ready.
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PS THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HASNT WALKED AWAY FROM ME EVEN THOUGH I BEEN A BITCH AND A SHIT THE PAST FEW MONTHS. as for those who did turn away its ok i understand why and i m sorry for my mistakes and the fact that i did screw things up a bit. but maybe if you knew i was going fixing things you d all would see that. LATER
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PS THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HASNT WALKED AWAY FROM ME EVEN THOUGH I BEEN A BITCH AND A SHIT THE PAST FEW MONTHS. as for those who did turn away its ok i understand why and i m sorry for my mistakes and the fact that i did screw things up a bit. but maybe if you knew i was going fixing things you d all would see that. LATER