Update
hey ho...
its been 43 days since my wedding in Singapore.
and every weekend is still packed with activities.
i would totally blame it on work as it robs my personal time
and i dont get much out of the 48 hours during the weekends... (my sleep alone takes up 16 hours.. and i'm only left with 32 hours =((((((( )
i've encountered a few people asking me hows marriage life.
i laughed it off and said its still very much the same...
after thinking thru, i think i do feel a lil different.
not sure whether its because i'm getting older or my brain suddenly matured..
i tend to panic when i can't find/get T on the phone.
i hate to sound mushy but i'm really scared that he'll suddenly disappear from my life.
it has been close to 3 years since i'm together with him...
thou not the longest, but we definitely gone thru several roller coaster rides in our time together.
now i can say that im totally dependent on him... should anything happen.. i think i'll die. haha.
just the thought about it activates my tear glands... and no, i'm not having PMS... just probably a lil emo.
anyway, i'm looking forward to our honeymoon trip this coming 11th...
we'll be heading to 3 places, Italy, France and Switzerland...
besides being eager to head to places where I've never been before..
i'm also excited to spend more time with T. =)
i only get to see him after 8pm most of the days... and we sleep by 11pm...
usually that 3 hours are spent having dinner and catching bits of cable TV
its been ages since i last had quality time with him.
i totally miss those times where i took trips up to M'sia to visit him.
sigh.. i miss being a student. hate exams but totally love the breaks.
T's currently in Batam.. enjoying his massage session.. and im totally green.
i wonder when would be my turn =(
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my friend's dad just passed away this afternoon due to a car collision..
i didnt know how to reply his (her husband) sms... it was filled with "omg", "sorry to hear about it", "deepest condolences" etc.. after reading the message... i felt like it sounded cold... hence thought of calling him.
i hesitated a while... because i didnt know what to say...
seriously, how to comfort someone who's grieving?
besides telling them to be strong... i dont know what else to say... kinda feel useless. =\
i feel that im too young to have people i know dying.
i really want all the good people to live forever.
probably its time to start searching for an elixir.
or maybe just something that can help lessen the pain of losing someone close..
i do hope that she'll take it well.
deepest condolences to May and her family.
its been 43 days since my wedding in Singapore.
and every weekend is still packed with activities.
i would totally blame it on work as it robs my personal time
and i dont get much out of the 48 hours during the weekends... (my sleep alone takes up 16 hours.. and i'm only left with 32 hours =((((((( )
i've encountered a few people asking me hows marriage life.
i laughed it off and said its still very much the same...
after thinking thru, i think i do feel a lil different.
not sure whether its because i'm getting older or my brain suddenly matured..
i tend to panic when i can't find/get T on the phone.
i hate to sound mushy but i'm really scared that he'll suddenly disappear from my life.
it has been close to 3 years since i'm together with him...
thou not the longest, but we definitely gone thru several roller coaster rides in our time together.
now i can say that im totally dependent on him... should anything happen.. i think i'll die. haha.
just the thought about it activates my tear glands... and no, i'm not having PMS... just probably a lil emo.
anyway, i'm looking forward to our honeymoon trip this coming 11th...
we'll be heading to 3 places, Italy, France and Switzerland...
besides being eager to head to places where I've never been before..
i'm also excited to spend more time with T. =)
i only get to see him after 8pm most of the days... and we sleep by 11pm...
usually that 3 hours are spent having dinner and catching bits of cable TV
its been ages since i last had quality time with him.
i totally miss those times where i took trips up to M'sia to visit him.
sigh.. i miss being a student. hate exams but totally love the breaks.
T's currently in Batam.. enjoying his massage session.. and im totally green.
i wonder when would be my turn =(
________________________________________________________________________________________________________
my friend's dad just passed away this afternoon due to a car collision..
i didnt know how to reply his (her husband) sms... it was filled with "omg", "sorry to hear about it", "deepest condolences" etc.. after reading the message... i felt like it sounded cold... hence thought of calling him.
i hesitated a while... because i didnt know what to say...
seriously, how to comfort someone who's grieving?
besides telling them to be strong... i dont know what else to say... kinda feel useless. =\
i feel that im too young to have people i know dying.
i really want all the good people to live forever.
probably its time to start searching for an elixir.
or maybe just something that can help lessen the pain of losing someone close..
i do hope that she'll take it well.
deepest condolences to May and her family.