everything's not perfect..but right..JUST right..
(**gp just left a few moments ago. He came over this afternoon and accompanied me to our parish for my church involvement, we heard the mass 3 times in a row today..beat that. thanks to him.**)
Everything's not perfect but im ok.. im not that really happy..probably JUST happy or better said as content. Lately, things havent been smooth sailing for me.. Actually, the past few week was like my solo ride in one hell of a rocky road. It was tough but hell im ok..
Have I been bad lately? A little bird said so.. but whenever im trapped in the trance I make on my own, Im not..in my mind I know that im not.
Just the other night we just had a fight.. (for the nth time) i thought we wer gna lose each other..again. But something at back of my head whispered to my ear that it should not end this way..yet. It was such a heart-wrenching moment that i wished if i could vanish for just a minute and escape in that unbelievably painful situation. I thought we wouldnt make it anymore, but i did not give up..simply because i chose not to. I believe that i can still go through all these over again even for another million times..that is if id stil want to.. being in this relationship is no cloud 9 24/7. ALL relationships for that matter. Life in general..so to speak.
Life is not just pure bliss nor mere perfection. It should never work that way, because if it does, then it's not even right to call it perfect anymore.
I am thankful that everything's not perfect. It means that everything's right on its track. MY life is not perfect..it's just right..
(**sh*t. gotta split. have to call gp. be back, soon enough)